Possessive Love

42- Not ready ✅

It has been three weeks since we returned from the cabin.

"You are one adorable baby!" Danielle cooed. We were at a new house, Xander has been eighteen since last year and he wants to be 'independent'. Shawna's mom didn't mind since Shawna was turning eighteen really soon. I have to admit, everything is looking fine. The house is always clean, te babies are healthy, and Shawna and Xander look happy. "What's his name again?" I asked and looked down at the baby infront of me.

"He's Jake, and the baby in Danielle's hands is Jack." She answered and I smiled. "So, update. Are you pregnant or not?" Xander came in, asking me. He found out when he heard Shawna and me talking. Austin and him argued but are okay with each other. "Maybe?..." I said and sighed. "I'm not happy, I mean I would love to have a kid!" I said and gave Jake to Shawna and she began to feed him. "But?" Shawna asked and I groaned. "But I was planing on having a baby until after college!" I said and frowned a little.

"Baby girl, kids are blessings. We're just about to finish high school too! Take online colleges like me!" She said and I shrugged. "Yeah, ugh! I want ice cream!" I groaned and Xander rolled his eyes.

"You just ate freaking chocolate with Takis at the same time!" He said and I shrugged. "Well these stupid cravings are annoying. I keep saying it's my head wanting to convince my body I'm pregnant. I heard that's a real thing." I said.

Shawna shrugged. "Well with these cravings and how often you get sick, how haven't your parents found out?" Shawna asked and Danielle scoffed. "Dad knows, the rest of us are helping Alma cover it up from mom. She'll freak." Xander said and Shawna nodded. "How about my brother?" She asked and I shook my head. "He really wants a child, I mean what teenage boy wants that?!" I asked and Xander raised his hand. "Shut up, you're a girl for now." I snapped and he chuckled a little.

"I don't want a baby right now, it's a lot of work. Austin though, he just has this little shine in his eyes whenever we speak about my maybe pregnancy." I said and Shawna shrugged. "I don't want him to be so excited! What if all of this is in my head? What if he's only getting his hopes up?" I asked and Shawna groaned as she laid the small baby besides her and surrounded him with pillows.

"Again with the 'what if' questions Alma!" I sighed and my phone vibrated. "Hello?" I asked and ran a hand over my face. "Hey love, you okay?" Austin asked and a small smile grew on my face. "Hey, just a little tired babe. What's up?" I asked and quickly looked at the time. "Just got out of work." Oh, Austin got a job at a auto repair place. Says if I am pregnant he's planing on moving out with me like Shawna and Xander did.

"That's nice, I'm over at Shawna's, looking at her babies." I said and Shawna smiled knowing who I was talking to. She whispered something to Xander and he just nodded. "Great, I'll be there in five." He hung up after that and I sighed. "Why don't you tell him when he gets here?" Shawna asked me and I shook my head. "I'm not ready! We're talking about pregnancy here!" I said and I groaned again. "What if you are pregnant though? Will you... kill-" "God no! I rather die than hurt an innocent child!" I yelled at Xander and the three of us girls sent him a glare and he raised his hands up. "Sorry! Geez, just asking." He said and before anyone said anything the front door opened and Austin came in with a huge smile.

He gave me, Shawna, and Danielle a hug and did a guy handshake with my brother before giving me a quick kiss. "How my first nephews doing?" He asked and carefully kissed the babies' heads. I smiled and Shawna gave me a stern look and I did my best to ignore it. "I'm getting my paycheck this Friday. How about we all go out together?" Xander asked and Austin shrugged. "I'm getting mine Friday too." He said and Shawna nodded. "We need need to stop by a mall. We need to get these small monkeys some new clothes." Shawna added and I shrugged. "I don't go back to work until Monday. I was actually thinking running away to a nice personal place after graduation though. We need two more weeks." I said and everyone nodded. "That's a good idea, we'll just go to the mall this Saturday then." I nodded and looked at Austin who was looking at the small children with awe.

"Love." He murmured and I hummed in response. "I want one." He whined and I sighed. "I said to shut up about that. I told you to make a doctor's appointment, have you done that? Hmmm? Didn't think so! I am definitely not taking one of those store pregnancy tests though, so if you want to know if I am growing your child, you better make that appointment." I said quickly and he nodded. "Yes ma'am! On my way. Any of you hungry? I'll get some on my way back." He said and I asked for pizza and everyone else asked for tacos. "Babe! Get me half Hawaiian and half cheese!" I yelled after him and he came back with a frown. "You hate Hawaiian pizza though." I shrugged nervously. "Please just get the pizza." I said and he shrugged and left. A few minutes after he left the door opened again, this time it was Marcus. He awkwardly greeted us then went and sat besides Danielle. I raised and eyebrow at him but he ignored me.

All three boys have the same greeting, hug everyone, then sit by their girl. All three always did that and it seemed strange to me why Marcus didn't. "We're planning going to the mall Saturday and then after graduation, we run off and celebrate." Danielle said and Marcus scratched the back of his neck nervously and I narrowed my eyes at him. "I actually wanted to talk to you." He said and Danielle raised an eyebrow. "And I would like you to meet someone." He whispered but I was able to hear him and so were Shawna and Xander. "Come on." Danielle shrugged and followed behind him. "I don't like this." I murmured and got up and followed after them. I went to the nearest window and looked through it. Danielle looked worried, and mad. I looked at Marcus and he had his arm wrapped around a girl's waist. She seemed nice, she was smiling at Danielle but there was a hint of evil in her eyes. "Guys! Something isn't right here!" I yelled and both came towards me. "Stay here." Xander told Shawna and she nodded. Xander dragged me outside and besides Danielle. "What's going on?" Xander snapped and Marcus sighed. "Guys, meet my new girlfriend, Jessica." Danielle leaned against me and I glared at Marcus.

I saw Shawna run towards me and she grabbed a hold of Danielle and went back inside. "What?" I snapped and he sighed. "She's my new-" "I'm going to rip you into tiny fucken pieces." Xander snapped and Marcus sighed. "Come on Xander, I don't want to hurt Danielle so I came and faced her." He said and I felt my blood warming up. "You don't want to hurt her?! You've been fucking cheating you son of a bitch!" I yelled and pushed him backwards. "Hey! Chill out, I'm not touching you so don't touch me." He said and I scowled at him. "How long?" I snapped and the girl waved one finger at me. "A month." I couldn't hold back. A sting came to my palm as it made contact with Marcus' cheeck. I felt him push me back but Xander cought me. Without a word he punched Marcus and they both went down. The girl freaked and began kicking my brother I pulled her back and slammed her against the car. "Don't fucken touch my family." I snapped and she glared at me. She grabbed ahold of my hair and all I did was punch her stomach as hard as I could. Someone pulled her off of me when I looked up, I saw Shawna beating the crap out of the girl. "Come on, you might be pregnant and we do not want your little kid to get hurt." I was pulled away by Danielle. She was crying but not anymore she had a smile on her face as she hugged me. "Thank you for standing up for me when I couldn't." She said and I hugged her back. "What are sisters for?" She chuckled but her smile dropped once she looked behind me. I turned and saw Shawna dragging the girl by her ponytail towards us. "Now fucking apologize." The girl was crying and bleeding from her lip and nose.

"I'm so sorry, I should've gotten into a relationship with a guy who was single, I should've said no when I found out you were dating. Please forgive me." She was on her knees begging Danielle to forgive her. "I forgive you, I don't want to see you near any of us ever again. Got it?" The girl nodded and ran off. I noticed that Austin had joined Xander. We all ran to them and held back the two of our men. "Babe calm down." I whispered and he shook his head. "He touched you! He pushed you! I'm going to kill him." He said and I hugged him and his rapidly beating heart began to calm down. "Get the hell out of here before we let them go." Danielle snapped at Marcus and he got up and into his car and left. "You okay?" Austin asked and I just nodded and I felt his strong arms wrap around me. "Whenever you're with me, I'm always fine."