STRONG

chapter 19

****LIZ'S POV*****

"Oh my god" I whispered under my breath

Nash nudged me but I didn't budge.

"Liz.... are you ok?" he asked now standing in from of me

tears blurred my vision but I quickly blinked them away and looked away from Nash.

"umm... I have to go to the bathroom."

I went into one of the stalls and stood there.

I quickly got my phone out and started a group message with Jozz and Hannah. they know who she was

TO JOZZ AND HANNAH:

guys shes back

FROM JOZZ AND HANNAH:

wait whoo?

TO JOZZ AND HANNAH:

holly.... shes back. shes Jacks date for tonight and I have to deal with her this whole night

FROM JOZZ AND HANNAH:

omfg do you want us to go down there?

I replied with a no and I can deal with it I mean maybe she wont even recognized me. but maybe she will. she was the reason why I had a terrible life.

~~FLASHBACK~~~

I walked inside the building dreading to see Holly's "clique"

I tried to walk fast but I was pushed into one of the lockers dropping all my stuff to the ground.

"dammit" I muttered under my breath

I look up not wanting to see the smirk that has been making my life miserable for the past years.

"what do you want?" I said getting annoyed

"shut up" she said patting my cheek pretty hard but it wasn't necessarily a slap

I had my bracelets on today and I tried hiding them by pulling down my sleeve of my sweater

she looked down at my actions and smirked

"what are you hiding there?"

I didn't answer. next thing I know I feel a stinging sensation across my left cheek. that was definitely a hard slap and it might leave a mark.

"answer me when im talking to you!!" she whisper shouted not wanting to get caught.

"im not hiding anything. now can I leave.... please." I whispered a lump growing in my throat.

"awe are you scared that I might hu-"

"what are you doing?" someone cut her off

she looked like a deer caught in headlights, but soon recovered.

"oh nothing im just talking to her. don't worry about her she is fine. now run along!" she said

"leave her alone!" the same voice said again but grabbing my arm. I hadn't looked up because I was letting some tears go and I now recovered.

I looked up and there stood Jc. we never talked but he wasn't one to bully anybody.

"why do you do this to her? what did she EVER  do to you?" he asked starting to raise his voice.

"gosh calm down cant you take a joke?" she said smirking

gosh I just wanted to slap that smirk off her face!

"this isn't a way to joke around Holly! gosh your such a...." he didn't finish his sentence because Jc never disrespected anyone not even if it was the meanest girl.

he still had my arm and we began to walk away. I had collected my stuff while they were arguing.

"thank you jc" I whispered

"no problem, just know that I will never let Holly do that again!" he said staring at me intently

I nodded my head. "I don't feel good I think I will just head home" I told Jc already on my way.

"umm ok see ya tomorrow" he said

I ran out of the school but by now tears were flowing. I honestly couldn't stand it anymore I hated it so much. I never hurt her in any way possible yet she treats me like dirt.

I finally made it home and I rushed to my room. I shut the door and lied on my bed thinking.

I look up and see the familiar razor on the desk.

I sit up

stop it liz. you know better by now. you know how to solve you problems now. STOP!

I got frustrated and out of anger I threw the razor of the desk and it landed on the carpet

I was sobbing and hiccupping.

after a while I stopped crying I was only still hiccupping until I fell asleep

~~~END OF FLASHBACK~~~

I look at my phone and realize I have been in here for 20 minutes!

I rush out of the bathroom and find our table.

I sit down not looking at Holly.

Nash leans in "are you ok you were in there for a long time." he whispered

I nodded my head that I was fine. he didn't look so sure but he didn't question me anymore.

"hey Liz!" Jack says looking up from his menu

"he-" I cleared my throat "hey Jack" I smiled

"Liz?" Holly looked up from her drink "is that you?"

"fuck"

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