Royally Arranged

Chp 13 Day Hell One

          " W-what?"

" I am leaving, as in, depart...go away?"

          " I knew what 'leave' means! You can't just abandon everything and go, Edward!" I cried. " Bella, I just did."

" I don't care, Edward! You can't just leave!" 
          His face was a mixture of annoyance and pain. " Bella, just accept it, I am leaving, for good. You can forget me now." he said, softening his gaze at me.

" I just need a break,"

          " From me?" I echoed. " you need a break from me?" my voice was softening at his words. How can he says that?

          " No. This is your home. I will leave," I said firmly and took a step back. He sighed. " I am just leaving for a couple of months, I will be back." he said casually and shrugged his broad shoulders.

Months? As in lots of weeks? As in tons of days of Edward-less life? Not gonna happen.

          I pushed my forehead with two fingers and nailed my eyes shut along with my lips, trying to decrease the irritation and pain. " When?" I asked from gritted teeth. He didn't answer and i snapped opened my eyes.

          " oh no, you don't." I growled and shoved him, hard. " you can't leave now! You can't! What about Carlisle? Esme?" Me? I added silently in my mind. He can't just pat his butt and leave.

          " They already knew, Bella. I have family relatives there. I will be fine." he said tiredly. What about me? I can't be fine. I shoved him again.

          " why are you so fucking selfish?! Can't you think about the others? Alice? Emmet? Me?!" I added bravely at the end. " you don't know how it hurts, Edward. You just peppered some salt in my fresh cut wound." I said, voice quieter.

          " What do you want me to do, Bella?" he almost growled. " you can't just leave everything and go away!" I cried. " Bella, I just did, okay?! I just fucking did! " he roared. I could say emo Edward is cute but angry Edward is fuck-hot.

          " my plane is in six thirty. I am late." he said simply and turned his back to me. No, no,no. He can't leave me again...

          My tears pouring out, I hugged him, wrapping my arms around his waist and sobbed. " don't leave me, Edward! Don't..." I said in a hoarse whisper.

          " I am sorry, Bella. It's for our sake." he said softly and peeled off my arms, leaving me. I broke into tears and dropped to the floor as I heard his heels clanking away on the wooden boards. How can he leaves so simply? Doesn't it hurts? Or he wasn't in love with me? Or he was just playing with me...?

" Edward! Don't leave me!" I cried. 

Flashback

           " Darling, don't play with the stereo, honey." Granny said, pushing my hand gently away from the radio. My bodyguards chuckled but kept on driving. I scowled at them and pouted at Granny.

          " But Granny, I hate this music. It's so old! " I grumbled, folding my arms in front of my chest childly. Granny chuckled and said. " your lips are so puckered that I could hang some bait on it," she teased.

          I couldn't help but giggle. " that's the lovely smile I wanted to see." she grinned at me and leant back to the leather sofa seat of the car. " Joey, when can we reach home?" I asked, climbing in front to the shot gun in his laps.

          " Bella, honey, get down from Joe's lap, now. It's dangerous." Diana scolded. " but Granny, it's fun." I flashed a smile at her and bounced on Joey's laps. Joe chuckled and Ben kept on driving with a smile on his face.