Royally Arranged

Chp 11 Needs

His face at first was a mixture of confusion, and then realization, and at last, glad. What the hell?

" Ah! Happy April Fool's day, Bella! You got me, you really got me. I was surprised at first but then!" he laughed nervously. Oh shit, this will be so hard.

" But,uhm, it's September right?" he asked, confused again. " Yes...Edward." I nodded my head slowly and spoke with ragged whisper. He looked at me again with curious eyes and then hurt invaded in. 

" You lied," he breathed.

" No, Edwa-" I struggled for words but he caught me. " That wasn't a question, Bella," he stared angrily at me. " you lied," he accused, more anger now. His hands clenched and unclenched, turning white. " I trusted you, Bella!" he said with a cold hard voice. " This is absurd," 

This is absurd. Yeah, I know. 

" I didn't lie, okay, " I stated." You didn't even ask! And don't you dare accuse me again, Edward! It's not like I cheated on you, I just fell in love-past tense! A fucking past tense!" I let it out with a bug huff.

" You should have told me, Bella! Yes, you did lie. You two kissed, didn't you?" he asked with a humorless chuckle. " the innocent Isabella told me she didn't know how to kiss-but in fact, she does know!" he roared at me, glaring venomously, making me flinch at his cold voice.

" Oh, you though I don't know that you are womanizer when I haven't met you before!" I bit back at him. " And I don't think you will tell me, anyway." I was breathless for the shouting. " That's before I met you, Bella!" he argued. " That's my point,mEdward! Before! Past tense! So you can't fuck girls you want and I can't even fall in love with a boy? That, boy, is absurd." I pointed a finger at him and yelled. 

" Don't even dare to point a fucking finger at me," he pushed my hand away, that really hurts, inside and out.

"Didn't your parents teach you manners?" he sneered. Oh, I am so boiled up. " Don't drag my parents into the stupid picture! Yes! Yes, they didn't teach me manners! They taught me nothing, Edward! Nothing! They were busy with their works, they forgot they had a daughter, Edward. I spent most of my birthdays without them! Why did they gave birth to me anyway?!" I roared, threatening to spill my tears out.

" I fell in love, Edward! I can't control that," I said, tears streaming out. " it isn't love, it's puppy love, Bella." he spat at my name, making me hate it. " no, Edward! It's love! I knew the way because-" I stopped.

" Because what?" he asked tiredly. " because, I fell in love with you too..." I admitted. " That doesn't change anything. You lied," Dickhead.

My anger piled up again, I don't care of he's a prince, I am a princess too. 

" you know nothing about me, Edward Cullen. Fuck off," I glared at him. He glared back. " Alright, I will fuck out of your live. Happy?" he asked, venom dripped down. " Glad!" I bit out. He muttered some curses and shoved a glass frame from the table to the floor. Something pricked my ankle but I ignored it. I regretted the words I fought at Edward. I wanted him to forgive me. 

He let out a curse again and stormed out of the room. 

I dropped to the floor, ignoring the pain when my ankle twisted. I saw something I won't be able to see again, I picked it up and stared at the beautiful picture of me and Edward hugging each other happily with a big fat smile on our faces. I brushed the small glasses away from the photo and hugged it, crying. 

I cried again. I miss him. I miss him already, his touch, his lips to mine, his crooked silly smile, his childish pout, everything. I love him. I let him go, when I knew I love him.