Faded ))(( Joshler))((

Worried

Flashback - 3rd POV
It was the night the Grammys were being given out. Tyler had his friends over and invited Josh to come watch it with them. But they had all left afterwords because they had things to do in the morning, but Josh didn't leave because he didn't have anything to do in the morning. Tyler asked him to spend the night there and they can have a little sleepover and watch movies like what most stereotypical teenage girls do. Both were having fun until Josh got a call from an unknown number, he decided to answer it because he was meant to go to the doctors the next day. He answered the call and it turns out it was actually a group of people who used to bully him and say HORRIBLE things about him and they started saying them again. Josh started to tear up, but he didn't because heaven forbid anyone sees him cry. He's a guy, and guys aren't supposed to cry. Right? He wanted to stay strong for Tyler to show him nothing was wrong, but eventually tears flooded his eyes and he threw the phone onto the couch. Josh held his face in his hands while Tyler was trying to figure out what to do, he's not very good with these kind of things. Tyler tried to calm him down the best he could, but Josh yelled at him and started crying even more. He ran out of the house and got into his car and drove back to his house.
Present - Josh's POV
I peeled myself out of Tyler's hug, I shouldn't be hugging him. He's probably so uncomfortable. "I-I'm sorry.." I stammered while backing away from him. He looked confused, but then just accepted the random 'I'm sorry' that came out of my lips.
"That's fine. I don't mind, I would do anything to help you out Josh." Tyler smiled. God. He's just a ray of sunshine isn't he? He's so adorable also, an adorable ray of sunshine. I smiled back at him after hesitating a bit. Tyler walked over to the suitcase he had packed small stuff like extra shirts, underwear, and stuff like that. As he walked away I noticed a bit of blood on his shirt from my wrists, I could feel tears coming again. I felt horrible that he had to deal with this, that he had to deal with ME. I didn't deserve him. As a friend, brother, or something more. But he doesn't think of me as something more, just a friend. Maybe not even a friend. While I was talking to myself, I noticed Tyler taking his shirt off. I blushed but turned away before he could see. I went to get the first aid kit to get gauze to put over my wrists. The fans will ask what's up, but it's better then them asking me what the lines are on my arm. I turned back around to see my adorable ray of sunshine smiling at me once again. Well, not my adorable ray of sunshine, but the adorable ray of sunshine that brightens up my life at some dark times, but other times even he can't help. "You alright?" Tyler asked worried, tilting his head like a confused dog. Turns out I've been staring at him for a little bit.
"Y-yeah.. Sorry. I didn't mean to stare, I was just thinking." I replied nervously. Something was talking to me before, it sounded like it was coming from the room but I could tell it was in my head, it was faint but loud enough to hear. It said,
"Don't even try to answer. Respond with the usual, 'I'm fine.' and he will believe you. No one really cares." And stuff like that. Hopefully it went away soon. I guess it was just me fighting with myself or something. Tyler nodded and replied,
"That's fine! Thinking is always good."
Not unless you are thinking about horrible, horrible things.

A/N
Hello! I'm Trash's fren who also owns this account. She had a great idea to do a shared account thing where we would each write one chapter, then the next person writes the next and the pattern keeps going. But as she said last chapter, you will see a BIG difference in the styles of which we write in. This is my way to write because it's just how I like it lol but I don't care how anyone writes, as long as they have fun doing so! But for this chapter she had the idea of having a flashback in the beginning and have it be depressing (because everyone loves the feels even if you deny it), but I tried to make it not so depressing but have some stuff here and there lol. My main account is ssourbelts if you would like to know. Hopefully you all enjoy! Stay alive |-/