Faded ))(( Joshler))((

Secret Feelings

Josh's POV

I always find myself starring at my best friend (fren). Everything about him is perfect, his eyes, his smile, his voice. He has always helped me. He has made me feel wanted when I feel unwanted. I don't  want to ruin anything between us. I don't think he would ever like me like that. I don't even think he's gay, he's always been into girls. Anyways if he was gay or bi why would he like me, i'm ugly, useless, and I always have problems. Tyler probably thinks i'm weird when he looks over to see me starring at him. I think i'm in love with Tyler Joseph. 

Tyler's POV

It breaks my heart to see Josh like this. He always looks like his mind is eating away at him. I wish I knew what he was thinking about. It hurts me to see all the horrible things he does to himself. I want to know why he does this. 

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still Tyler's POV 

I'm walking up to Josh on the tour bus, were heading to LA for the beginning of our ERS Tour. He looks like he has been crying... a lot. I wanted to help but I don't know why he is crying. Hey Jish, whats up. yeah that's all I could get out. He responded with only a whisper. nothing much. It hurt me to know he was hurting. Josh looked like he was on the verge of tears. I sat down next to him on the couch. When I did he tugged at his sleeves and moved further from me. Right then I knew. I demanded for him to show me his wrist. I don't want to! he yelled at me, that made me fade. I'm sorry... I'm sorry Ty. I said it was okay, I knew what he is going through and that would make me on edge to. Then like I asked he slowly pulled up his sleeves for me to see many fresh bloody lines. He was fading right in front of my eyes and I didn't know how to help. I noticed I had tears running down my face. I pulled him into a hug and he sobbed on my shoulder for what felt like an eternity. I think i'm in love with Josh Dun.

SALUTATIONS, This is a new fic based on something I posted on my main page but my best fren and I have decided to make this account together and write some cool fics and this happened to be an idea that we both loved. If you notice the different writing styles its because were going to be updating randomly on our own time. I think this is going to be a fun fic for both of us to write. I hope you guys like it and stick around for this journey. Thank you for reading leave a vote if you're feeling generous haha. well my name is Katie also known as Trash_Can. I'm gong to let my Fren introduce herself on her chapter so its more personal. 

Have a great day/night, Stay Alive,

Trash_can