Faded ))(( Joshler))((

Problems

Josh's POV 

It was getting really late so I decided to walk Megan to the bus stop. I wanted to make sure she was safe. We got out to the stop and as we were waiting I asked her if she had a phone. She then proceeded to pull out her phone and unlocked. I took it from her and took a bunch of selfies and then made a video talking to her so if she ever felt sad she could watch it. The bus was approaching so I hugged her and thanked her for everything. I made sure she was on before I walked backed to the hospital. On my way back someone asked me directions. I had no clue where I was so I apologized that I didn't know. "It's okay I understand I have no clue where I am too." They turned and started walking away. I looked back at them "Oh Josh, why didn't you take that bullet for Tyler. He could be okay and you could have gotten what you have always wanted... to be dead." I noticed that I was starring into space and that person was far gone. This voice was getting to me worse than ever. When I got back to the hospital I had tears streaming down my face. I walked back into Tyler's room. He looked so hurt and in pain. When he saw me walk in he smiled but then his smile faded into a concerned look. "What's wrong Jish, why are you crying?" he said in a worried tone. I looked at him with this scared look. "Josh... you could have saved me, why didn't you?" I started to back away slowly. "I didn't know you were going to be shot, I-I would have s-saved you... I-I'm sorry I let you down. I'm so sorry, I-I'm not good enough for you." By the time I finished my rambling Tyler was sitting up in his bed and I was sliding down the wall with tears running down my face. "I never said you should have taken the bullet for me." I snapped back into reality and remembered what I just did. Tyler looked scared. I stood back up and stumbled to a chair. I sat down in the seat closet to him. "Josh answer me, what's wrong?" It's nothing Ty I'm okay. "No you are not, there is something bothering you I can tell" I could tell he was getting upset with me. 

Tyler's POV

Josh is not acting right. I don't know what's wrong with him , he won't tell me. "Josh answer me, what's wrong?" Again he said he was okay. He walked in here crying and had a mental breakdown. "you need to answer me before I get out of this bed and force you to!" He kind of laughed at what I said then his face went blank again. Ty he said in  a low voice. "he's come back and making me think people are saying horrible things about me, but they aren't." I looked down trying to take everything in. "Jish don't believe it" I started to have another coughing fit. It hurt every time I coughed. The doctor walked in at the end of it. "How is it going Tyler?" he asked. "It's going okay, I'm coughing a lot and that hurts." He pulled up a chair next to Josh and I. "Well when we had your surgery we noticed that your thighs had various deep cuts on them." I looked over at Josh who had turned away from the doctor and was looking at me. I looked down and said "I'm okay now, I'm getting better. I know you probably want me to take time off touring and everything and get a therapist but I promise you if I harm myself again I will." 

Josh's POV

The doctor just brought up something that I never wanted to hear again. Tyler kept so calm but I could tell he was trying to get off the topic as fast as possible. The doctor agreed with Tyler that he should if he does anything again. I wanted to just yell out that I wouldn't let anything happen to my little Ty ever again. After the man checked Tyler's vitals he said that he would be able to get out the hospital in about two days. He won't be able to walk until his stomach fully healed. "I recommend pushing your concert dates about 2 weeks so you can heal. When you do get back out on stage I would hold off jumping over things or climbing things for a while to." the doctor added and I could tell this upset Tyler. The doctor soon left and he turned to me and said "continue what you were saying about the voice." I looked at him and said " I will explain later you need sleep so you can heal faster." He whimpered when I said that. "Jish there's enough room in this bed for you to join me so I wont be lonely."  I smiled at what he said. He started scooting over to make room for me. I took my shoes off and laid next to him. We were facing each other and he leaned forward and kissed me. "I'm so glad you are okay, you scared me. I thought you were actually gone." I mumbled after our kiss. "I would never leave you because I love you." I couldn't help but smile. When he said the words I love you to me it felt special. "I love you too Ty." I then leaned in for another kiss. He pulled me closer to him and we fell asleep in each others arms. 

SALUTATIONS FRENS, thank you so much for reading another chapter!! Update schedules will be changed here soon because spring break is almost over for me and I will have to go to sleep sooner so no more earlyyyyyy morning updates. The only way we can fix the updating schedule is to only do one update tomorrow and not two. I hope this doesn't effect any of you peps. I didn't read over this chapter either. I'm getting really bad for that. But thank you so much for reading STAY ALIVE ~Trash_Can

P.S. Holy heck when I tried to upload it, it said that it deleted all of it and I had to go all the way back and go into it again before it said nothing was deleted. I almost died blehhhhhh!