I put down the polaroids and grabbed my keys that were next to me. I walked towards the door and opened it. Even though it was late at night, I wanted to go for a walk. I had my phone on me so it was good.
I locked the door behind me. I started singing a song that Jade wrote. It's called, "Secret Love Song".
This was before the break up happened.
*flashback*
"Pezza! Wanna hear my new song that I wrote a couple days ago?" "You wrote a song?" "Yeah I did! Well, I always have but I felt like none of them was good though." I rolled my eyes at her. "Jade, I'm sure they were perfect. Let me hear what you got."
She smiled and ran out of my room. She came back with a guitar and started strumming. "Hear it goes." She said, her soft voice started singing those few words. "We keep behind closed doors, every time I see you..I die a little more.."
*flashback ends*
I had tears in my eyes. I remember her singing and she started to tear up. She told me about the time that her ex cheated on her, in her own bed. I held her until she stopped crying and gave her a few little kisses on the head.
"We keep behind closed doors, every time I as you..I die a little more. Stolen moments that we steal as the curtains fall, it'll never be enough. As you drive me to my house, I can't stop these silent tears from rolling down, you and I both have to hide, on the outside..where I can't be yours and you can't be mine.."
As I sang those lines, while walking down the street, I had tears in my eyes. Her soft voice, her beautiful eyes, her wonderful smile, her long brown locks, her everything.
It made me realize how much I missed her and how I couldn't have let her go.
"I wish that we could be like that.." I said slowly. Apparently, I've been walking for a while because I was coming up to the restaurant that my parents were at. I almost walked into a pole that was nearby and I was sure that people saw me.
I bumped into someone and I came back to reality. "Oh sorry.." I said to the person, not looking at the person. "Hi Perrie." I looked up and saw that it was Jade. No words came out of my mouth, embarrassed, I just walked away faster.
There were tears in my eyes and I just had to go back home and cry. Cry, cry and cry. That's all I do anyways. Seeing her after 4 years, she looks good. I saw that she had a little girl with her.
That can't be her daughter, she can't have a daughter! Can she? I mean, after 4 years? That must be her niece or someone. It can't be her daughter..if that's her daughter, then who did she have her with?
She looks exactly like Jade though. No, maybe it's just genetic genes. I mean, they look really similar. Jade can't be a mom, not with whoever she's with. I-I...
I still love her.
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A/N - I feel like this story is going downhill 😭
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.RED. // Jerrie ~ BOOK 2 #Wattys2017 (Completed)
Fanfiction"I love you more than you'll ever know." "Then why did you leave me?" "Because I'm in love with someone else. I'm sorry.." "Why did you do this to me! I've loved you for a very long time! Now, you decide to break it off to be with that..that..that...
