Perrie's POV
I kissed her for a very long time, it felt like an eternity even. All I know is that, this is what I wanted to do and where I wanted to be. With her, even though she was really angry with me. She didn't pull away from the kiss. I did. I pulled away to see her reaction. She had her eyes closed and looking down.
"I.." She began to say. I lifted up her head and she opened them. They were filled with tears, getting ready to just fall...and I was ready to catch them. I was ready for anything that came my way. "I..miss that kiss.." She said, she giggled a little. I could tell she was thinking about something.
"You did?" "Yeah honestly, I just..I miss you. I love you and I love Luke. I can't choose between you two. It's like half my heart goes to him and the other half goes to you." She walked away from to go sit on the couch. I followed her. "So, what are you saying?" "I'm saying, I don't know Perrie. I should go apologize to Luke."
She got up but I pulled her back down. Now, I was starting to cry again. "Please Jade..please don't leave me. I need you here." I feel on my knees and cried into my hands. "You're the only thing I have left right now. Please don't go anywhere." I was crying harder. "J-Jade, I know I m-messed up your w-wedding but I'm r-really s-s-sorry..." I said stuttering.
I got myself together and told her everything. "You wanna know the truth of why I did what I did?" "Because you still lo-" "No. Let me tell you why I did that. I did that because you mean a lot to me. You mean the absolute world to me. When you showed us your wedding dress, I was completely torn apart. When you walked down that fucking aisle, I imagined myself as the other bride.
When you ran into me..after a few years of not seeing each other, I wanted to tell you how I felt and that I've never been happier to see you that day. When I saw Jackie, I had a feeling that you were with someone. A..a man. Of course, I was a bit jealous but I didn't know that it was going to come down to this point. Ugh, I feel so stupid!" "You're not stupid." "What?" "I said, you're not stupid Perrie." She said, putting a lock of my hair behind my ear.
"I didn't know how to tell you all of this Jade. I just needed you to sit here and listen to me. I just wanted you to be a friend for me right now." "I want to be here. I want to be here with you right here..right now. We both need each other for gods sake. You're still in love with...me and I'm still in love with Luke.." When she said that, I sat back on the couch and just let the tears fall. This is it.
I'm never going to get her back no matter how much I tried. "This is it, isn't it?" "What is Pez?" "Us. This is the end of us. Relationship, friendship or whatever, it's over isn't it? I ruined it for the both of us. You know what? I'm just gonna leave." I got up and she got a grip of my arm. I shrugged her hand off of me and continued to walk. "Bye Jade." I said to her, not making eye contact.
"Hey, what happened in there?" Jesy asked. "We're done. Friendship or relationship, we're over it. I'm leaving." I said, not making eye contact with them either. I ordered an Uber to the wedding chapel and waited. "Wedding destroyer!" I heard someone yell from behind me. I didn't even look back. I felt my tears building up as I walked and I saw a shadow coming up near me.
I got turned around and it was Jade. She kissed ME this time, it came as a surprise towards me. I thought it was going to be my mum or something. She jumped on me and I just carried her. We stood there, just kissing each other. She stopped and she just hugged me. "Please, don't ever leave me again.." She said to me. I felt my heart start to race. I saw a few people come out of a few areas to see what we were doing.
I put Jade down and told her, "I think we have to go." I said, as I pointed to the few people. She grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the chapel. She took me to a car and unlocked it. "Get in!" She said, excitedly. "What's going on?" "We're going on a honeymoon." I was absolutely shaken up. What did she mean by a honeymoon?
"Jade? What exactly do you mean a honeymoon?" She started up the car and people were following us outside. Some people were even throwing some things at the car like beers or random cups. I rolled down my window and stuck out my middle finger. Jade saw me and laughed like it was the most funniest thing in the world.
"What's so funny?" "You." "I'm funny? Jade, we just took your honeymoon car that's made for you and Luke and now we're going on your honeymoon. Besides that..I kinda uh..destroyed your wedding or as people call it." We both laughed. It felt like something new was starting up again and that it felt bigger and better.
"Where exactly is this honeymoon?" Onacruiseship..." She said that so fast that I could barely understand. "Jade? Where are we going?" "Perrie, listen to me. We'll stop by your house to get your clothes and other stuff you need." "Why am I needing all this stuff for?"
"Perrie, we're going on a cruise ship." I smiled. "Are you serious?" "Hell yeah, I'm serious!" I felt something melting in my heart. It was so good to have her back. "I miss you." I told her.
"I miss you too."
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