"I love you more than you'll ever know."
"Then why did you leave me?"
"Because I'm in love with someone else. I'm sorry.."
"Why did you do this to me! I've loved you for a very long time! Now, you decide to break it off to be with that..that..that...
Why did Jade text me? I'm pretty nervous of what she's about to text me. Does she want to get back together? No, it can't be. That's unreal that she wants to be back with me. Has she been thinking about me though?
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Oh geez, here we go.
Then she just called me.
Me: Hello?
Jade: Hey..like I said, I need to tell you something.
Me: Yeah Jade, what is it?
Jade: I've been thinking..a lot lately.
Me: Okay. About what exactly?
Jade: I want you..
Me: Wait what?
Jade: Let me finish!
Me: Okay okay sorry..
Jade: I want you to come to my wedding.
Wedding? She's having a wedding? At this point, my heart just shattered into tiny little pieces.
Me: Y-you're wedding? I said as I gulped. Probably loud enough for her to hear.
Jade: Yes Perrie, I'm having a wedding. Would you be able to come.
It was a moment of silence. If I went, I could've seen Jade in that beautiful white dress..walking down the aisle to someone who could have been me.
But if I don't go, then I'll regret ever seeing her again. It was a hard choice, for sure.
Jade: Perrie? Are you still there?
Me: Y-yeah I'm still here. I've decided and I'll...come to your wedding.
Jade: Really? I'm glad! Okay so here's the plan, we're gonna go dress shopping for the perfect dress. It's just gonna be us and a few of my friends.
Me: Sounds fun! I said trying to sound like I'm excited when really, I'm not. This is just a disaster waiting to come, I can tell.
24 hours later
Jade: Hey, I'm coming to pick you up. Are you at your parents place? She texted. Shit, she's already on her way?
Perrie: Yeah, I'm at my parents. I still need to get dressed! Wait, don't wear anything too fancy. She's just a girl, like you and like everyone else. You don't need to impress her.
Perrie! Just wear something casual! You're just gonna go with Jade and a few of her friends. Okay, I've decided to go with this outfit.
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This outfit doesn't show that I'm trying to impress her or anything right?
Jade: Hey, I'm in front of your house. She texted me. Holy shit, she's here. Okay, calm down. I grabbed my phone, purse, keys..what else am I missing? Nothing? Okay I'm good. Just. Fucking. Breathe.
I opened up my door and I saw her car. She saw me and waved hi. It was nice to see her smile again. "Hey, you ready to go?" She asked me when I opened up the car door. "Sure am, where are we going to go?" I asked her. Wow, she's acting like nothing ever happened between us. She's just so...calm.
"Ehm, just a dress shop that I know." "Where are your friends? There's no one in the car except you." I told her. I really hope that we're GOING to pick up her friends. "Ehm..they're not coming." "Wait what? I thought you said that they were coming?" "Yeah but I guess they had stuff to do." "But it's a Sunday?"
"I know! Like who does stuff on a Sunday?" "The world may never know." We both laughed. It was really good to hear her laugh again. "Actually ehm, I lied about my friends." She said quietly. "What ya mean you lied about your friends?"
"I told you that they were coming, then I said that they had stuff to do. I lied, I just wanted to spend some time with you because..I miss you."
