perilous ➳ jensoo [on hold]

二十三 ( j e n n i e )

"sabina, please stop coming to me." i asked gently.

"why?" she asked as she tried to hold my hand.

"it's been months already. i told you that we weren't dating and we were only going to sleep together once or twice." i replied as i pulled my arm away.

"but wasn't it good?" she brushed her fingers up and down my arm while i was leaning on the door frame.

"i guess." i shrugged and had no emotion in my emotion.

"come on, you said it was good. so if it was, why don't we continue this?"

i groaned and leaned on the doorframe. "ugh, can't you just leave me alone?"

"not until you look me in the eye and tell me you don't have feelings for me." she said as she approached me.

"i don't have feelings for you." i told her as i looked her straight in the eye. i didn't have time for this. i was suppose to chill with jisoo today and sabina showed up out of nowhere.

"i don't believe you."

"look, i've got to go get ready for something now. please just leave." i sighed as i stepped back inside. i looked at the time and realized jisoo was arriving in less than 5 minutes and i still needed to change into something more appropriate for lunch at a cute café and then shopping than adidas shorts and an oversized t-shirt.

"you have a date?!" sabina shrieked.

"what?" i frowned and covered my ears because of her loud voice.

"you already moved on?!"

i frowned, confused by what the girl was blaming me for doing. "i'm sorry, but we weren't even together in the first place." i rubbed my temples. "i don't have time for this."

"what's that suppose to mean? do i not mean anything to you?"

usually, i would've just been blunt with her and say yes, but i felt like something had changed me in the past months and i couldn't bring myself to do that. it took about 5 more minutes of arguing about nothing before i was finally able to ask her to leave like the old me would've.

"listen to me, sabina." i said as i looked her in the eye. "you need to go. we were never a thing and probably won't ever be. we slept together and that was all. now, i need to get ready. i'm suppose to hang out with someone in..." i looked at my phone. "shit. now."

as if on cue, i spotted jisoo walking out from her brother's car. she looked so hot. seriously, it should be illegal for someone to look that good.

i watched her like an idiot and saw her smile fade a little as she saw sabina's arms around me to prevent me from leaving.