~ Spoby one shots ~

Maybe I don't want to wait anymore...

{Toby} (during the time jump)

I could still hear her screaming, her words, her voice.
What happened ? How did we get there ?
You're young, you fall in love, you spend days, weeks, months or even years together just to end up like this: alone.
It has been 20 Minutes and I'm still standing there, in our... Or maybe should I say my apartment.
The problem with fights is that you always end up regretting them: what you said, what you did... In the end, there is no winner because you both lose.
It just started up as a simple night, a simple date night that ruined everything.

°°°

You may think that your relationship will never break -that's what Toby thought- but sometimes, even if you still love each other you're just not on the same page anymore

(30 minutes ago)

- What do you want?!

- I don't know Toby! I don't know anymore!

- How could I know if you don't?! I love you Spencer but everything I do is useless! It's never enough.

- You keep pushing me into something I'm ready for Toby ! I may not know exactly what I want but i know what I don't want for now!

- Then what ? What's the point of this ? Of us ?

- What do you mean by this ? Where are you going ?

- If you don't want a family with me... What's the point of this ?

- I never said that!

- Every time I try to talk about it you just skip the subject Spencer.

- Toby come on! I am a 20 year old student! I'm not ready to be a mother! I want to have a job for our family to have enough money to live properly!

- So what ? You don't think i can make enough money ?

- What ?! That's not what i said either! I just want to be independent and have my job ! Toby listen, if we wait 2 years, -and I know we can because we've through worse- we will start a family! Toby *she stopped yelling and approached him, putting her hands on his face*
I love you, i want to have a life with you. I just need time.
She tried to kiss him but he turned around, crying.

- Maybe i don't want to wait anymore... Maybe we need to be apart for a while, to think...

- Toby I.. *crying* I don't want this.

- Me neither, but right now it's for the best... Please

- I'll get my stuff tomorrow then. She sobbed
She kissed him on the cheek and left, crying like she's never cried before and shutting the door

*****

I can't believe I just did this...  Like I said earlier, the problem with fights is that you always end up regretting them and this one is going to be my biggest regret of all. How could i tell her to go, how could i let her go? I should have come after her, apologize. But I didn't... I froze.
What's the point of starting a family if it's not with Spencer Hastings ?
I've ruined everything because i was to dumb to think...
I screwed up and I'm gonna do something that will always remind me that this, that tonight was the biggest mistake of my entire life.
*takes his computer*

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(3 years later) - (Spencer)

Rosewood, home sweet home. The town that made me who I am. I wonder how everyone's doing, it has been so long since I've left. I know that i left without any warning but i couldn't face him everyday, it would have been too hard for obvious reasons.
Gosh Toby, i can't believe i'm gonna see him again... It feels so unreal, i feel like yesterday was the day that i got my stuff out of our apartment. Well, my stuff is not very accurate since I've also taken some of his stuff, you know as a souvenir. Is it weird that I have a box of his stuff at my old house ? Ok you must think i'm a psycho or something but, get over Toby may have been the hardest thing I've ever done so he owes me a shirt or two.
Anyway, here I am, at the airport calling a cab to go back to this town. I couldn't believe it when my boss told me that my next job will be in Rosewood... Of all the town he chose this one.
  I know it won't hurt me and, i don't want to be that girl but.. What if he's married with children? What if he's incredibly happy ?
There is only one way to find out...