~ Spoby one shots ~

Lexie

Hello everyone! When was the last time I updated a "what if?" Shot? Well, it's been too long and here is a fresh new one. I'll let you guess what I changed here. I kept the place and stuff but the dialogue is made up. Too hard to rewatch the scene.
Hint: even if you're really really really dumb you'll understand perfectly.

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«And what? You wanna move into my door room?»
She said aggressively, regretting her words as soon as she said them. It was the stress: it was killing her. As well as the fear

«You don't have to.. say it like that» He answered, obviously hurt by her words as much as they were hurting her.

They were both so tired. It's like they haven't been sleeping in days.
Spencer's hair were a mess, her eyes were like, shattered and her face was so pale.
Toby's blue eyes were slowly turning into grey clouds on a rainy day, and his smile wasn't powerful enough to grow.

«I know I'm sorry» she answered, biting her nails.
«I'm just. I don't know what to think. It's very sudden and-»

«Yes but» he looked at her, almost tearing up «If you were»

«We don't know that»

«If. If you were. Don't you think it'd be worth thinking about?»

«What?! Toby we- we're still young. What about- What about» she started breathing heavily and really fast. «What about-»

Toby got up quickly and sat on the bed she was in as he took her hand.
«Shhh. Everything is okay Spence. Breathe. In. And out. In. And out»

She slowed her breathing seconds after seconds, making Toby sight in relief, and in sadness as well.

He put himself against the wall next to her and started crying, putting his head in his hands.

«Tobs?» Spencer sobbed quietly «I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you I just- panicked a bit. This all thing is making me-»

«You panicking isn't the problem. You have the right to be scared. I'm scared too. I don't know what might happen in the next minute. I didn't know two minutes ago either, but the problem is that I'm even more scared now»

«What? Why? Why are you more scared now?» she asked worried

«Don't you get it Spence? Right now I don't know if you're panicking because the today situation is stressful, or because the potential baby situation is stressful. »
The words were coming out of his mouth as he was breaking and yelling inside. He wanted to scream, to let out the pain he was having realizing this was dead end. Their dead end.

«It's complicated Toby! We're still so young. And I have to finish school and as I said, you really don't want to live here with me I can guarantee you. »
she answered trying to stay calm

«Yes and after that? After school I mean.
Spencer, you're always going to be a successful person. Now it's school, later it's going to be your career and you deserve this career! You deserve it so damn much! But... There is always going to be something in the way.
You can't build your dream carrer with a Baby on the way. And you can't wait after having one. Except-if you want a baby at 40 -which I respect but it isn't ideal and we know that. »

He looked at her as he tried to avoid eye contact. Saying this hurt. It hurt him so bad. He hated this but, knowing Spencer it was the unfortunate truth. He didn't blame her, it was normal, but, what about them? [P!nk in my head right now]