Maybe Idk

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Things I've realized so far:

I'm starting to realize that he is the owner of this book....I first wrote it thinking, "oh I'll make a book about myself so my wattpad friends can know me"....but now, it's like this book is only for him.... maybe, I don't know...but maybe it's okay...*smiles a little*

Another point I've realized, is that I always write while I'm on the bus ride home...and now I only write about what I'm feeling...for him...and maybe that's okay too...

He seems so happy...when I see him at school the short time he's with us, he's smiling or making others laugh...If he is really happy, I need to let him stay that way...I don't want to continue been a kinda burden for him...even tho I wish he still cared as he did before....but maybe that's okay...

It wasn't peer pressure...I know it now....what tore is apart the last time...was because of me...it was my fault you're now gone...
I was afraid...not of what could go wrong...but of all what could go right...
We could've been the "school's sweethearts" as corny as that sounds
..we could've been so many things...
I was afraid that one day I'd realize that you were perfect...for me...
I was afraid of you being the one...
And when I realized that...it was too late. I had already lost you.
You were long gone.

I love him...more than the desert loves rain...

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