Things I've realized so far:
√ I'm starting to realize that he is the owner of this book....I first wrote it thinking, "oh I'll make a book about myself so my wattpad friends can know me"....but now, it's like this book is only for him.... maybe, I don't know...but maybe it's okay...*smiles a little*
√ Another point I've realized, is that I always write while I'm on the bus ride home...and now I only write about what I'm feeling...for him...and maybe that's okay too...
√ He seems so happy...when I see him at school the short time he's with us, he's smiling or making others laugh...If he is really happy, I need to let him stay that way...I don't want to continue been a kinda burden for him...even tho I wish he still cared as he did before....but maybe that's okay...
√ It wasn't peer pressure...I know it now....what tore is apart the last time...was because of me...it was my fault you're now gone...
I was afraid...not of what could go wrong...but of all what could go right...
We could've been the "school's sweethearts" as corny as that sounds
..we could've been so many things...
I was afraid that one day I'd realize that you were perfect...for me...
I was afraid of you being the one...
And when I realized that...it was too late. I had already lost you.
You were long gone.
√ I love him...more than the desert loves rain...
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Moonstruck Lullaby
RandomEveryday thoughts and random rambling...where my mind goes when it wanders. Sometimes though, I wish it didn't, because some places I'd rather not return to. Some thoughts I'd rather keep low, some memories in the past. But I've learned that you can...
