Moonstruck Lullaby

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Lol If you didn't see this coming...

Before I start I want to make it clear that you're one of the reasons of why I write. You will forever be part of my inspiration, and probably, if you ever find one of my writings in a bookstore (Let me dream) I can assure you that you'll find yourself in some of them.

Last year, you wrote me a letter like these one for New Year's. Now, it's your turn to have one. Although you didn't ask for it. You deserve it, boy.

When someone has been/had/belonged to your heart, it becomes very hard to let go. Especially when you don't want to, but have to. It may feel like the end of the world, I think we both know about this.

On the outside, I'm smiling while writing this letter.

On the inside, it feels like the last part of me that was bound to you is ripping apart, taking away the feelings that were left.

Recalling memories can be life savior or killer. With you, I got to experience both. And believe it or not, I'm glad I did.

Between you and I existed something amazing and worthy of everything. You have no idea how grateful I am for having you as both, a best friend and loved one. I'm so happy to know that I had someone like you love me, and for who I really was. For all that my thoughts and mind took me.

But, the more you try to make someone stay, the faster they leave. You didn't, but everything changed to the point where there's nothing left to say, to do, to smile, to cry, to feel. We're numb, you could say.

Maybe, saying "I'll always be there for you" sounds better than a farewell. Maybe that's why people say it to each other, to feel better, even though the world is unpredictable and sometimes even hopeless.

So, boy, I'll always be there for you.

I guess this is my goodbye letter, and the last chapter of the book. I want you to know that you are amazing. Believe in me, for the last time.

**I'm trying not to sound cringy, it's not my plan to be. Sorry If it is.**

I'm really happy to have had the chance to call you softie. You were my favorite character in a story worthy of been written.

Hope you liked it and yea...Happy New Year

-Stargirl

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Some minutes are left for New Year's and I have to write this fast before my parents call me downstairs to eat the grapes. 

All I have left to say, is that I loved this book. I still do. But it has to end, along with the year. 

I'm thankful for everything...even the bad things...mistakes..etc. 

But they shape you, right? 

And this new year, this..is going to be full of new experiences...and I don't want to miss out anything else. 

So, yea...until the next book... 

Love y'll.