Hmm where to start tonight...
Chasing Cars ^^^ ❤️
I'm watching It.
At my cousin's house cuz my dad and brother were watching a baseball game and my grandma isn't fond to scary movies.
So I'm here.
With my cousin.
But she fell asleep like an hour ago so I'm pretty much alone with my thoughts and Georgie (I still mourn him ugh)
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Urm...the night I wrote the last chapter "poem"...well, I don't really know if it means what it should mean or if I think it means what it means...anyway, I dreamt about you that night.
It's pretty weird, but I always tell my dream to the people I dream with. Most of the times it has to do with my writings. Ok so, that night, I had a pretty long ass dream. Well...I slept 14 hours tbh idk I didn't want to wake up, it was a chilly morning so I woke up at lunch...So, in my dream, some of my friends were with me and we were running towards this place full of grass and then found out they were actually tombs. Then the dream changed, and the group was there, complete. And we were like in a place with a beach...but it had no water, just sand. To be short, there came a point where there was just you and just me. And I threw sand at you...anyway we kinda played I guess. Then me being clumsy as always, idk how but we ended up falling like in a really cliche way, ya know you above me and all. And I told you something and you did too but I don't remember what it was. Sucks.
And then I kinda woke up.
The dream was pretty much the opposite of what I wrote that night.
But idk. Maybe it wasn't you, or it wasn't me in the dream. Who knows.
Life's weird af haha
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I have a notebook for quotes...I'm writing those again. It's kinda full, and I cringe when I reread some of them.
This is one I wrote days ago..it's the last one I've written. It could have a meaning and it could not have it idk. I just write what comes to me, it's easier. Comprehending then, not much.
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"I hurt you too deeply to recover, and until now I'm trying to smooth the wound, without realizing it scarred a long time ago."
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P.S: Happy Halloween 🎃👻😜
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Moonstruck Lullaby
RastgeleEveryday thoughts and random rambling...where my mind goes when it wanders. Sometimes though, I wish it didn't, because some places I'd rather not return to. Some thoughts I'd rather keep low, some memories in the past. But I've learned that you can...
