I feel like I have a hella lot to write that I haven't written when I should have. But idk where to start. And worse, I think that if I start then I won't finish.
Because it's hella lot.
A whole freaking effing mess.
I don't know where my mind and heart stand. I don't know if they're in the place, thinking about the same thing, or if they're two opposite poles. But whenever I feel a sting on my chest, cuz I've felt them fr, rarely but truly, usually when that happens my mind takes a turn towards whatever it thinks caused it. Usually when that happens, I wish it didn't.
This isn't what I intended to write tonight..but..idk sometimes writing too much at once can be quite..risky/pressured/...and I'm not yet a very risky girl (I'm trying to tho so)
Idk the year is coming to an end and I don't want to leave anything unwritten when it does. Which means I still have a lot of thoughts to put on paper. I still have a lot to write. I just don't really know how to get to writing it all.
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Moonstruck Lullaby
RandomEveryday thoughts and random rambling...where my mind goes when it wanders. Sometimes though, I wish it didn't, because some places I'd rather not return to. Some thoughts I'd rather keep low, some memories in the past. But I've learned that you can...
