After that conversation with Justin the other day, is it possible he still remembers me? I'm giving it a shot by being at Brewers again in the morning. There! I see him outside approaching the double doors. He opens one and walks straight into line. He's wearing something besides denim today. He's wearing black joggers and a tight black shirt. His muscles are popping, damn he looks good today. He's up next and takes one minute to order his usual. Once he is finishes he turns around and his eyes glance around. There, I feel and see those orbs lock onto me. He waves hi and starts approaching me.
This is happening! I think I look good, I hope I do. He pulls out his chair and sits on it. "Hey again."
"I guess we did meet again." I reply back to him. He chuckles while his head is facing down to his lap. He brings it back up and there is that million dollar smile.
"I guess so- uh- I just remembered I never even caught your name." He licks his dry lips, oh my God. He's going to make me pounce on him. I look away and turn to the window, looking outside.
"It's Ariana- but you can call me Ari." I look back to him, giving my head a hefty swirl so when I fully turn, my hair will land in front of my shoulder.
"Pretty name." He gives a little smile then looking down at my hands. "Where's your coffee at?"
Fuck. I forgot to order today. It'll be weird if I say I didn't order, he'll probably question me as to why am I here then. "Um- I'm still waiting for them to call my name."
"Wier-"
"Justin. Hot mocha order." The barista shouts.
"I'll be right back." Justin says as he gets out his seat and starts walking to the front. His ass is fine as hell too. Everything is so perfect about him. How is he even single? He jogs back taking then sits down. "As I was saying, weird and even more weird now that your order hasn't come up yet when mine has. You've been here earlier than me."
"Um I'll just go in line again and ask them what's taking so long." I get up now, fixing my tight skirt.
"Want me to come with you?" He has a little moustache of whip cream which is adorable.
"No no it's fine." I bring my finger and tap the area above my lip indicating he has something there. He quickly removes the whip cream with his hand and I continue walking into line. I order my dark coffee and they immediately give it to me after since it's quick to make.
Justin sees me coming back and he asks me, "What happened?"
"They just said sorry, they forgot my order." I lied obviously and after I set my cup on the table.
"Ah, not so bad." He brings out his phone checking the screen and putting it back into his pocket. "I'm sorry I gotta go Ari."
"Where are you going?" I ask, keeping the feeling of being upset inside me.
"Uh -gotta meet with someone." He gets up taking his coffee with him.
"Oh okay."
"See you around?"
"Sure."
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I arrived home extra tired today. School is hell. Like I previously stated I just need one more year to get my Bavhelors degree then I can go off and work endlessly till the day I die because that's how everything is. Honestly, who the hell came up with the idea that we must be in school until we're 18 then go off independently and either work or do school again. It all comes down to money also.
I've been saving up too. I have been working a little after school and in between at jobs on campus. This summer I'm planning to travel. Finals are close so I'm straining so hard to effort myself to do well.
I go to my room and plop on the bed
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I like my room. It's simple. Can get lonely sometimes but it's nice.
It gets lonely like it does at school. That's why I never tell you much about school life. It's boring really. Just learning and I don't have friends there besides Katherine but we haven't hanged much since we met around finals so she's studying as well.
I get my phone from my pocket and turn it on to see it is nine pm. I think I should go to sleep. So I turn off my light and decide to sleep in minimal clothing. I throw the covers on top of me and snuggle in them. Soon enough I drift away into a calming sleep.