If Only She Knew

Chapter 18: Finally

Mia's Point Of View

"Do you want me to stay with you or you're gonna be ok alone?" Justin asked probably for the fourth time

"I'll be ok I promise." I sighed "I'll see you at school" I kissed his cheek exiting the car before I walked to my house

I looked at Ethan's house to see his car parked there. I frowned.

As soon as I entered the house I removed my shoes and jacket and rolled my eyes when i saw my dad sitting in the living room watching tv

"Well hello to you too" he said

I shook my head and walked upstairs

"You're on the news," he said

"Good," I said as I closed the door

Taking my phone out I tapped on Ethan's number

To BABYBOY💋: hey b

I locked my phone throwing it on the bed before I made my way to the balcony

I heard my phone go off making me turn back to grab it in my hand

From BABYBOY💋: hey babe, I haven't heard from u all day long, u aight?

I sighed. Do I tell him about what happened or not?

To BABYBOY💋: no im not ok but I'll survive!! What r u doing here?

I pressed send and walked to my balcony

From BABYBOY💋: came to visit ma but what happened to u? Where were u?

I sighed

To BABYBOY💋: i was w J we went to the radio station and stuff. I had a panic attack on our way back home but im ok now.. Kinda numb but im ok

Few seconds later I received a text message

From BABYBOY💋: wtf im comin over rn, u alone?

To BABYBOY💋: nah dads downstairs

From BABYBOY💋: I'll use the balcony then

I smiled putting my phone in my pocket as I crossed my arms against my chest

I saw Ethan make his way towards my house, jaw clenched and hands in his pockets

I titled my head to the side frowning at the sight of him being like this

He started to climb up on the tree beside the balcony "Careful E"

He looked up at me, his eyes softened before he stepped on the balcony in front of me "Fuck I ripped my favorite shirt" he said looking at his torso

"I'm sorry" I mumbled

"C'mere" he wrapped his arms around me and swayed us back and forth slightly "you look exhausted," he said

I sighed nuzzling my face in the crook of his neck "I just wanna cuddle and sleep"

"Then we'll cuddle and sleep" he smiled down at me

I pecked his lips before I walked inside

"How was your day?" I asked

"Boring" he mumbled sitting on the bed

"God im supposed to be studying cuz I have finals soon and fuck im so screwed" I said placing my head in my hands "I literally forgot"

"Hey you're a smart girl don't stress yourself out. It'll be alright"

I'm screwed

"Ok what subject?"