If Only She Knew

Chapter 71: sadness and emptiness

Believe me or not Ive had half of this chapter written since January cuz i had this idea since forever 🙈 I wasn't sure if it was such a good one but now i do and its sad i know and I'm evil for this i know but i gotta do what I gotta do u know? Enjoy

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Mia's Point Of View

I opened my eyes slightly and shut them completely again as my eyes burned once i felt the white light coming in contact with them.

"Please Lord i am in time of trouble, I believe you have the power to heal and I ask you to begin your mighty work in the life of my friend. Please reach down and surround her with supernatural peace and strength and give her the faith to believe that all things are possible for you." I heard mumbles and sniffles.

It was silent for a split second before I heard a sniff again and a cough being made. I rubbed my eyes and grabbed my head in pain hissing.

"Amelia, baby" I heard a familiar soft whisper from beside me say before I felt a hand on top of mine

I slightly cracked my eyes open and looked ahead of me at the unfamiliar place I was at before looking to my right to see Justin sitting on a chair, he had bloodshot red eyes and slightly red nose and a sad expression on his face.

"W-what- what h-happened?" I asked looking at my surroundings in hope of finding my fiancé "where's Ethan?" I continued trying to sit up but I only yelped out in pain as i felt as if my back was being ripped apart

I cried out in pain "ow it hurts"

"I know baby i know. Lemme call the doctor-"

I grabbed his hand squeezing it tightly "what happened? Is Ethan okay? Oh my God is my baby okay?" I asked sitting up and placed a hand on my stomach

Justin turned around avoiding my eyes and that's when i knew something was wrong

"Jay?" I whispered feeling my eyes sting as well as the tip of my nose

"Something bad happened" he said in a low voice holding both of my hands in his "you and Ethan were involved in a car accident"

*Flashback*

"You're gonna be the death of me I swear to God" I said throwing my head back laughing causing Ethan to smile wildly

"That's not even all... when we started dating, i used to dream about you" Ethan said grabbing the steering wheel tighter and looked ahead of us "and when i say dream I mean more likely fantasize about you and me but i was too shy to ever mention it"

"Ethan Dre Jones, shy? With me?? Eh it's kind of hard to believe such a thing baby boy when you were the one who suggested we make that awful sex tape" I said

"Awful? You fucked my brains out baby girl it was one of a kind"

"Do I need to remind you how your friends ended up watching it?" I asked looking at his side profile and reached my hand over running it across his soft cheek

He chuckled "i was mad as hell but good thing they never got to fin-"

"Ethan watch out" I yelled placing my hands in front of me to prevent myself from hitting the glass window but it was too late