If Only She Knew

Chapter 55: want you back

Song of the chapter tell me by Sabrina Claudio
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Ethan's Point Of View

"She's acting as if I don't fucking exist!" I tossed the remote at the TV that mounted my living room's wall, aiming for Mia's face as she avoided the topic of our relationship to another talk show host.

Chris shook his head

"It was Mia who decided she didn't want to be with you. You need to understand this." He looked over at me and ran his hand through his hair. "you gotta get out and return to your normal self." He started "you need to stop moping around because it's painful to watch you like this bro. It's been two months" I nodded acknowledging his point. "Why don't you come clubbing with me and the girls tonight? Get your mind off it all."

I sighed, knowing that all I want right now is to see Mia and ask her to come back to me because I can't go on without her.

"Let's go get some bitches"

I tsked "Nah, I'm gon go over to her house tonight. I need to talk to her." I looked over to him and he rolled his eyes. Chris let out an exasperated sigh and stood up from the couch. "Whatever man, I can't take this right now. I'll talk to you later." He patted my back as he walked around the back of the couch and left me all alone.

I looked up at the ceiling, resting my head on the back of the couch. My thoughts racing round my mind. I knew that tonight was the night to be a man about the situation and go speak to her.

I want her back. Dealing with this shit by drinking and doing drugs wasn't gonna fix anything. I knew that but at the same time I didn't wanna be up in my feelings like this because i miss her so much. I grabbed my beer and took a sip of it

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Mia's Point Of View

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I placed my hand on my chest gasping. Now he's gonna be up in my business too?

My phone buzzed in my hand

From Ethan💔: hey baby
From Ethan💔: we need to talk
From Ethan💔: i miss u
From Ethan💔: like so much u have no idea

I frowned. It's been two months now... He's probably drunk as fuck because he hasn't texted me in two months or so, i was back in NY because i had interviews and i had to do promotions and all that, Zayn and i hung out a couple of times since the last time i was in London he knew that i was in no shape to be in a relationship because I obviously can't get over someone that fast but at least i was trying, Justin was mad though, when he found out i was hanging out with Zayn he got pissed and we got into a little fight, sometimes I feel like he has a little crush on me but it can't be because he's with Selena and we all know he loves her so much