Unexpected Love (Lisa Cimorelli)

Chapter 33

Derek's POV

I woke up at 2:00am not in a very good mood...i was sad....I miss Lisa....I miss everything we had, I know it's only been a month, but I absolutely terribly miss her. I miss the cuddling, the kisses, the fun we had... I couldn't help but have those thoughts and I just had to get then out so I decided to get my phone out and send her a text message...I took a breath as I started typing

D- Lisa....I know it has been a month since we've broke up, actually a month since we even spoked to each other, and not a day has gone by that I have thought of you. I miss you. I miss everything about you. I miss holding you in my arms while we watch those stupid movies that we make fun of because they were terrible, I miss seeing that big smile on your face when I said you were beautiful, I miss that look in your eye when we have our deep conversations, it showed that you were actually interested in what we were talking about, I also miss when you smile when we were kissing something about it just made my heart melt(your lips were so soft). I miss hearing that insanely adorable laugh, I loved it because I knew in that moment you were genuinely happy...there are so many things but there are also things I absolutely love about you...
I love of how you have such a big heart, you literally have a heart of gold, you were always there for me, and the love you had for your family, faith, and your fans. I also love that you were so determined, when you had a goal, you always strived to go for it. The main thing is I love of how real you are, you were never afraid to be yourself, you did not care about what other people had to say about it, you always did what made you happy, you stayed true to yourself and I really loved that. I could say so much more, but the basic part of this lise, I miss you and I miss us, and what sucks is that I screwed up. I don't want to let you go...I never did in the first place...you are the first girl I ever fell in love with, but I hope and pray that whatever comes your way brings you nothing but happiness because you deserve it. I am sorry but I couldn't sleep until I got this off my chest. I love you Lisa, and I will always love you.

I took a breath debating whether or not to send, this could make or break our relationship..but again we already broke up...so I decided to send it to her, which it is late so I wasn't expecting a reply until the morning...so I locked my phone and set it on the side table and took a breath..I know I can't sleep because im too anxious to see what her reply will be.