Too Fast (A Connor Franta Fanfiction)

Chapter 16

^Lilly's P.O.V.^

Connor grabbed my hand and we walked back upstairs. When we got to his room, I went straight for the spinny chair but he pulled me back on the bed with him. As if just realizing the situation we were in, he moved a few spaces away from me. I laughed and pulled him back to me by his shoulder.

We laid back on the bed, beside each other, and stared up at the ceiling. After a few seconds, Connor spoke up.

"Hey, Lilly?" He asked.

"Yes?" I replied, smiling.

"Would you like to be in my Monday Apology video?" He asked.

"Yes!- wait no!- I mean maybe- sorta- what if they hate me?!...Or Josh sees the video?!...what if they love brunettes and hate blondes?! Maybe Jen should be in the video instead!!-"

"Lilly!!..." Connor screamed, snapping me out of my thoughts. I quickly shut up and looked up at him. "...first off, my hair is partially blonde too...Secondly, who could hate you? You're amazing! Thirdly, if that thing, you call your ex-boyfriend, shows up again, he'll have to deal with me, okay? I meant it when I said I won't let him hurt you again! There are no ifs, ands, or buts, about it. You have my word."

I wanted to tear up. That's one of the the most caring things a guy's ever said to me. I've only dated 3 guys before Connor and 2 were cheesy high schoolers..soo yeah.

"Thank you", I whispered. "You don't know how much that means to me...Yes I'll be in your video"

He got a chair from his closet and I got to stay in the spinny chair!! :D We watched his last video and he apologized again. He's soo cute when he's sorry!!

He explained to me what happens during his videos and what to do. After that we awkwardly started talking to the camera lol. He had to keep reassuring me that once he posts the video that people will see it, because we look crazy talking to a camera. Anyway, once we said everything, Connor started talking really high and fast like I've seen him do in a couple videos and finished by covering the camera with his hand.

"Well? That was good! I hope they like you, as much as I like you!" He said, grinning.

"That was kinda fun...and weird...but mostly fun!"

"I'm glad you liked it lol...I was wondering if you were hungry..since I didn't get to feed you yesterday.."

"Connor?" I said pinching his face.

"Hmm?"

"Come here..." He scooted his chair closer to mine.

"Yea?" He asked.

"Closer..." I said, as he brought his head closer to mine. "I'll let you in on a little secret...", I continued, while motioning for him to come even closer.

"Okay.." He said, with his face about 2 inches from mine.

"I'm always hungry!!...Lets go!!" I yelled. I jumped up from the spinny chair and ran out of his room, leaving Connor with a confused/surprised look on his face. I quickly hopped down the stairs.

"Guys! We just made a video and it was really awkward cause we were talking to a camera but overall fun!! :D and-" I just realized the sight before my eyes. Jen and Jc were in a corner kissing!!! No- like full on making out!

"Eww!!!.." I yelled covering my eyes. "I've been blinded! My poor eyes!! Think about the children! Wait- no don't think about children! Ugh umm -where's Ricky?!" I asked. They didn't even stop..they paid no attention to me and just kept on face-sucking. It was cute, yet disgusting at the same time.