Whispers

To you

You know who are, you're the only one who keeps tabs on my writing. :)

I know I've said it before, but I can't say it enough.

I love you. Thank you so much for everything.

I'm sorry if this is annoying but it's the truth, I'll stop after this.

You gave me...love. You gave me happiness. You gave me confidence. You gave me the ability to believe in myself, in every way. Granted it had to be me too, but you gave me it and I made it happen. I was just thinking about it the other day. I don't remember feeling happier and more confident in myself, in my everything, than this ever before. Before I looked in the mirror and cringed at myself, I hated what was inside and I hated the things I did to people...and specifically to L tbh. But that's over now. Before I looked out the window and saw raindrops that reminded me of death, I hated my life and all I felt was sadness. Before I never felt confident in myself, I always second guessed myself. I always. Always apologized. I came out of the shower and I hated my body, I didn't feel cute or beautiful or sexy in any way and when people told me I was I didn't believe them. Now I look in the mirror and smile at myself. Now I look out the window and literally feel the love bursting from my heart. Now I feel confident, I don't need anyone to tell me I'm beautiful or cute or sexy because I can believe all of that myself now. You started something that I took and ran with. And I'm grateful for it. So yeah thank you so much for everything. I think I'll stop there before I rant more. :) xD <3 

Written: 5/15/17 in the span of first period