Whispers

C

Why have you hurt me
I'm sorry for what I did
You said it was okay
So I thought we were okay
But..then you just..left
You got annoyed with me

You stopped replying
I guess you're happier without me
I guess you have..true friends
And I guess that wasn't me
It hurts, it does
To see you with everyone else
I couldn't stand the group chat
I was always ignored
I'm scared that I'm being replaced with you
By someone else
And I can't do anything about it
I thought you were good, I thought we were friends
Maybe..this is a part of you I ignored

Until now, because it's all I see

And you? 
I wish I could just forget
All I think of is pain
You, too, have another side I saw
But this time
It was my choice to let you go
And you didn't care
And maybe that's why it hurts

I feel like I'm playing victim
Maybe I hurt you guys too
You, I'm sorry that I did, I guess you..
Didn't forgive me after all
You, I don't think I hurt you in the end

The past, I did. I know I did.
But in the end? I feel like you didn't care

So I left, so I wouldn't be as hurt anymore
But I guess you not caring is what hurt me too

This about two different people,
You probably don't know who's who
But I do

Written: 4/28/18 8:14pm
~unofficial, just kinda ranting some but now im tired and kinda done so~