Maybe this is weird, but I'm going to talk about it anyway.
Often I find myself just wanting to have someone who will always just hold me. Like...it's such a calming feeling when someone holds you. You feel so safe and protected.
My goal in life, or dream maybe since I don't really believe this to come true, is to find someone where there are no boundaries between us. None. No walls. I give them my everything, they give me their everything. I can lean into then or hug them or kiss them whenever I want to, and they can do the same to me.
It's just a thought but I just figured I'd post it.
P.S. ~idk I'm just ranting I'm not ready for a relationship right now though. Kinda done with those.~
--plus for some reason i just feel like ranting.--
Ok maybe im not done yet, speaking of ranting. idk if we're really friends anymore, but there's this one person who was friends with L. So I added her too. We were pretty good friends, although awkward at first because we'd only really talk about problems with L. But afterwards I thought she was pretty cool and cute and a good friend. We'll call her M.
Until something happened between L and I.
I don't feel like explaining all of the shit that happened, but there was a lot of drama and L got hurt, but she was also overreacting. I'm not friends with L anymore. I don't like her. Anyways. I's posted something that said "comment your name and I'll tell you something I don't like about you. " M commented, and I said that she get angry a lot. But get this. You ready for what she said? Basically, "Oh I don't get angry I just like to pretend to to start drama."
.....
Really? Are you fucking kidding me?
So aaallll of that shit would not have happened with L. We might still be friends right now, but I'm not sure. But still!! Really??? Why the fuck would you do that?? Like what the fuck is wrong with you. I normally try to stay out of drama but this once i got in it and whoops there goes one friend. And now her because she said that. I don't really want to be friends with someone who starts shit ON PURPOSE. And another thing!! Are you ready for this?
L and her are still the best of friends. And L got mad at me for starting shit. Like what the actual hell. I'm bout to delete them like writing this I'm just getting madder like what the hell, L and M? Have fun being friends without me, like yah I might be hurt about that but whatever. Have fun being fake bitches together. Have fun. I hope you get hurt, L.
But then again I don't because I'm like this. I've said this before. I may strongly dislike them, but I don't like to see them, or anyone, hurt.
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