Have you ever just heard a song and it brings you back to a time in the past?
Well it happened a couple of days ago for me. It happens often when I hear certain songs, but this time it felt stronger.
It was Heaven by Troye Sivan.
And all it did was remind me of L. Just the feelings and the emotions all came back to me at that moment from the first few chords of the song. Everything hit me and I felt all of it again.
The sweet memories we had, the love we shared, the way we used to be, the way it used to be.
And all I could think was... whoa. I just stopped what I was doing and eventually I had to turn the song off.
And to both of you.
I don't think I miss you. I miss our memories. I miss our love that we had. As best friends, of course. But I miss our friendship, our jokes, the mutual interests we shared.
idk it's just really hard for me to let go of all of that, and maybe I never will.
I didn't think this would happen. I never imagined life would be like this. The people closest to me leaving.
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Written: 5/22/17 10:50-11:10am
Life isn't supposed to be like this. Life is supposed to be happy and full of love, right? Wrong. There's a darker side too and I've seen both.
But I guess that's just the way life is. Loving and hating. Coming and leaving. Happiness and depression. What matters is that you get through it.
