✔ GONE BY [I'm In love]

Chapter 15| Secretly

[JI-EUN]

It was Friday and I was busy cleaning my room in the morning. Being exhausted after that, I cooked myself and eat. The afternoon came and later on Jungkook will wake up. I wanted to rest my body so I had a short nap. Actually that didn't become forty winks anymore, I've slept three hours straight on the sofa. I woke up then seeing Jungkook not around so I just took a shower and watch TV afterwards.

Time passes and Jungkook wasn't still around until the night moon showed up. I am quite worried about him because I haven't seen him this day.

If that baby really had a phone, I can contact him and check him as well. I miss him right away.

I turned off the TV being bored watching with lonesomeness. He could be beside me focusing his attention on the screen just because his favorite character is in the scenes.

I ascended the stairs and opened the door of his room. The room was pretty untidy, the sheets are sloven almost laying on the ground. The pillows are rumpled on the edge of his bed and the gray bunny I was finding was just sleeping with him all this time.

I sighed and smiled.
I miss him more!
I moved forwards to get his blanket hung on the headboard, and I clenched the sheets. His babyish scent attracted my smelling sense so I giggled. The thick foam wasn't organized so putted the sheets and the blanket aside to lift it.

To my surprise, there was an illustration of a sketched face of a girl. Wait, this girl looks familiar.

Is this me?
I blushed by myself. So Jungkook has been keeping this beneath his bed? Ooh naughty kid! I can't stop blushing right now. I never thought he'd draw me like this, and he wasn't planning to let me know anything about that.
What's just the meaning of that?

Aishhh.
Okay just pretend you didn't see it Ji-Eun. Why Jungkook had to do that? For what? It's not my birthday or what.. I wanna ask him why I'm all muddled here in the corner.

I just bit my lower lip and putted it back like the way it was placed lately. I fixed bed his afterwards and left the room.

Still waiting for him, I starved eventually. I ate ramen alone and slump myself back on the sofa again waiting for him.

°°

I suddenly woke up in the middle of my deep sleep. I was still on the sofa but I noticed a blanket covered my body which I thought I didn't cover myself any blanket. I peeked on the wall clock above the TV, and it's already around 2 a.m.

I stood up making my way upstairs again. For the second time, I wanna check if Jungkook's around. It's already dawn, it's impossible if he's not in this house still.

A pang of fear touched my heart.
What if he already left? He didn't say any permission at all! He's really making me worry...

I'm in front of the door of his room again, and I trembled trying to open it. Please be here Jungkook. I twisted the knob open. I pushed the door silently, and peered my head in.

The anxiety visible in my face lately had washed out as I saw him asleep on his bed still with his shoes on. A smile didn't hide itself on my lips. Where did he come?

I paced towards him and I examined his face. He wasn't snoring, it's just like he wanted to have a rest when he stepped in here.

"You made me worry," I said and I caressed his hair. Okay seriously why am I doing this kind of thing?

"Y-You didn't tell me where have you came from." I again mumbled. "You must be really tired."

I went to pull his shoes off his feet and put it under his bed. "Sleep well," I patted his shoulder and I exited his room.