✔ GONE BY [I'm In love]

Chapter 18| Brother

[JUNGKOOK]

Ji-Eun and I were just doing great after a week when we dated. She's the one who told me that was a date, herself, and I will never refuse to that.

With those passing days, she told me not to apply for a job anymore. I wanted to say no but she won't listen. From then on I decided to do the laundry everyday, and to cook her simple dishes I learn from the recipe book I found somewhere in the kitchen. I'm pretty well doing chores alone but we sometimes do it together when she doesn't have classes.

I'm having now a peaceful life with her and with the kids. I'm living like a human now and it's way better than I lived before. Sometimes I'm just astounded with the things I'm saying and at the same time I act, because I never thought I'd be like that. In some ways to reckon at these inklings, I think I slowly find my old self back again.

Even I told her about this and she thought I was just traumatized with what happened to my parents which was quite even worse than she thought, Ji-Eun tells me it's a good thing I'm recovering.

I'm not just traumatized by the events from my past because I lost my way to a bright future. Vices engulfed me, and I did immoral things. And after that teenage life, I became a vampire.

Now I can't bring back my old attitude because it troubled everything in my life, losing my brother, losing my parents and losing myself. Now, the thing what's left to do is to see for a positive living and forget the old Jungkook.

I just bought something from the grocery and I knew Ji-Eun's already waiting for me. Padding on the way home, I looked at my back.
My sharp hearing sense heard of sneaks around my surroundings and I'm sure someone's spying on me, but I kept on walking.

These creepy sneaks again. They're creeping out again and again but this time it won't stop.

I continued footing in my trails and waited for minutes.
Bang
I heard a gun was triggered at my way. I gripped the paper bag I'm holding as I looked back.

It was like a stick, and there was the powder inside it. I'm starting to shiver when the powder stick was getting near my chest.

"Fuck!"

A voice said.

Boom.
I fell on the ground again.
The feeling's like Déjà vu, I felt like this before, and it has the same scene. The exact place wherein I fell that time and the exact time as the night grows deeper. But there's no rain pouring, in fact there are stars.

The paper bag was fallen beside me, and the comestible chows spilled on the ground rolling.

I hear an animal growling nearby, so I sat up myself. The animal was furiously feeding on the human who was holding a pistol gun in his hand. The human was defenseless against the wild  scowling beast over his body as his blood in his neck spluttered out all.

Dead.
The human didn't breathe now.
The powder stick was dug in the man's heart mercilessly releasing off all its strength before the beast yowled. It panted in bloodlust.

The beast looked at my way, and some droplets of blood around his mouth are falling on the floor. His raging eyes had softened when he saw me. Was I a beast like that before? It has red eyes and his hair was like the color of the green ice cream Ji-Eun and I once ate. I heaved heavily seeing him walked in front of me, by that I got a brighter view of his face.

He wasn't a beast at all when he wiped his mouth clean. The pointy fangs had vanished.

His face was the one I've kept in my mind and in my heart. Now, he's in front of me letting me witness the monster inside him