✔ GONE BY [I'm In love]

Chapter 46| Phantasm

[JI-EUN]

It's hard to accept that one day I suddenly woke up in a busted world.

When I figured out I'm the one who can wake up Jungkook's power, I started having the courage to save them. Even I did a lot of mistakes-- judging them, they had forgiven me easily.

Doubts are in the cards when you don't have enough time to realize the reality. I was frightened getting on to the fact that I'm having fun with seven vampires. I remember the time when I met Jungkook, we were at the balcony and there was a second that I heard something sharp coming from him. His fangs showed up that time, aiming to suck my blood. And these unusual times that Jungkook sprints from one place to another is far too fast for a human to do.

They became a part of my life already. I should not shut them away like they're just no one. They gave my world a flavor, and I won't let them end up in a futile outcome. Vampires are not evil. They all had proven that to me. If you'll reckon in the very first place, someone like Jungkook would save me or the other people no matter what.

Chills were sent to my spine ascertaining the exposure of the children at the small school. At once I've thought about that, why would I doubt them? They did more good things than a common vampire would do. They never hurt any of the people around them, because they're kindhearted creatures.

I will do everything just to pay back the benevolences they had lent to me. They're not the kind of fiends who know nothing but blood-and-guts violence. I will take all the risks and challenges to help them attain a peaceful life. That's all they want.

Namjoon said I'm gifted. There's something I can make use of this tattoo I have to turn off the turbulent condition of this rabid life.

All my life I wondered what's the sense of this mark. Even my brother didn't stop discovering things about it-- though is he still interested with this? What makes him think so? Now that I know the significance of this tattoo, how will I stuff my brother's curiosity? I don't like him to intervene in anyway.

Being engaged to do this, I'd also want to do this for Jungkook. They said he can die, and I can also die. But I don't think I'd let him exit this world without getting wind of his true identity. I don't want to lose him and I want him to experience a positive life. I just love him so much, I will do everything what I needed to do to save him and to help him.

I was lionhearted, not losing hope about the goal. I will take control of my power. I had lots of practices with them, but not even making it for the fourth time-- I was determined.

Virtual perceiving during concentrations are hard to do. Sensing your own aura isn't that fast to learn within the two days we've been training.

I should learn to reveal my spiritual perception, so I'm able to sense my aura and energy. Even I have derived to a close one, it won't last that long. It's using up all my energy whenever I try to wise up the hidden thing from me. But they told me it's normal, because we don't have unlimited stock of strength.

"Hoseok was assaulted but luckily he didn't die. Taehyung's identity was already revealed when he killed Hoseok's killer, Jungkook was also attacked and there comes his brother Yoongi who saved him."

"Our slayers almost know us all."

They almost faced their death, just to live in a normal life.

With the hardship I'm passing through, I never thought there'd be another problem. I heard them talking about it and I thought 'why didn't they say it to me?'. It was flabbergasting to expect more imminent pitfalls.

"Why didn't you tell me about it?" I asked Namjoon.

He turned away from me.
"It's not necessary for you to know that." He said. "Danger's hard to evade."