✔ GONE BY [I'm In love]

Chapter 29| Gauche Converse

[YOONGI]

Staying here felt a bit weirder than before. The time that I heard her say--

"He was my first love before!" She  laughed playfully. "But I don't know if I will still hope to see him. I want to move forward."

It was the most awkward thing that I've ever felt. Can you believe it? Someone even get to like me. I thought I was the worst creature that breathed in this world.

That brought me goosebumps that wasn't easy to remove. I even didn't recognize that she was the girl I protected before from the the boys, because she grew differently and she likely changed if we're gonna talk about her looks. Her face became cuter and neat-- unlike before, a formal girl who interacts with no one.

But before, I already tossed my bad memories away. Now, why do they on keep coming back?

Come on, Suga. Forget about it.

Currently--
I'm with my boys inside the "Ji-Eun's" house. I don't want them to come in but Namjoon broke the doorknob of her modest white door.

Jungkook came late, and he gazed on me with a daring-look for letting them in without any permission.

All I can do was fucking shrug because I don't really give a shit. The boys were actually busy inside; Namjoon was reading some of her books on her study table, Hoseok was playing with Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook play video games while Jin wanders in her kitchen.

The living room was very noisy as I putted down the toolbox on the doorstep and started examining which tools are to be used when I fix the broken doorknob.

"Eomma Jin!" Jungkook called. "Do you still know how to cook? Would you like to make a breakfast for her?"

I sighed.
But Jin from the other room answered back.
"Don't you wanna do it? You also know how to cook, right?"

"But I made a dish with sweet potatoes, and it was very no fun."
I glanced back, and Jungkook was still busy, focusing his eyes on the TV screen.

He really became close with Taehyung. I even didn't notice Kim Taehyung was Jungkook's classmate before.

"You all help me, people! We should all at least contribute for this peace offering for breaking the doorknob." He said.

But no one moved, neither me.

"I said come here!"

Snapping like a lightning, they all rushed to the kitchen.

However Jin didn't bother to call me because he is the one who ordered me to fix it, thus, I continued with my business in detaching the doorknob.

"Alright, we should start now. Namjoon, you slice onions, Hoseok, you peel this neatly, Jungkook, you fry this, Taehyung..."

In my place, I still managed to hear Jin's loud voice. Like he's only talking to the people beside him, why does he need to bluster that loud?

"You just search for the recipe. And Jimin, help me with chopping this meat."

I'm alone again, and this kind of moment gives me time to think and realize things. Whenever I see the smile of my brother, I feel so much happiness and satisfaction. Even he's not that happy with my company, I manage to lend him the real warm fuzzies he yearned for.

I never imagined my future without the boys. They are the one who colored my dull world, and so did they to my brother's lonely world.

Having doubts and hunches to that girl didn't evade my mind. I still have the feeling that we're getting nearer and nearer to the danger. What's with her? I cannot kill her easily-- or accuse her of making our life worse. But I will know that someday.