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Chapter 21| Impellors

[JIN]

And just wow, this is the very first time I am exposed in this story. I am the visual among them all, ain't I handsome? I am the prettiest man in this world.

I can't imagine how that scene has been dwelling in my mind. Yoongi don't usually cry, because he is a man who has full of swag. He preaches that all the time. We once saw him cried in happiness and succession, and we never saw him cried in forlorn. If he ever does, he's alone and we could never ever witness it.

But that particular night, which was three days ago, he came home and everyone was out, only Hoseok and I were staying inside at the moment. Yoongi didn't enter the hideout, but Hoseok felt his swift and stealth presence. Hoseok went out the door, and met Yoongi outside. All I can read in him were concern, anxiety, love and care.

I want to talk to Yoongi, because he's the one whom I mostly talk mature stuffs with. But I thought I should let him be for a while. I don't want any of them to feel any sorrow inside them, because it's hard to be with crestfallen people.

"It's okay, Yoongi."

I heard Hoseok murmur. I can't believe my ears to hear him sob quietly. My eyebrows were furrowing that time, and I want to settle things quick.

"Hush. Everything's going smoothly." He again added a coddled statement. "Just chill, okay?"

I darted by the window, and peeked at them by the doorstep. With the beam of the moonlight, I happened to spot his bright woeful expression, doffing his sweet eyes off.

Yoongi was covering his mouth hardly to prevent his groans, but his tears won't just stop. Even he was the rudest guy I've met so far, I'm hurt to see his downcast.

I had even clung onto the old curtains beside me, wanting to do something. Until Hoseok wrapped his right arm around him, he pulled him against his chest to pat his back too. I can't figure out why I can't move, maybe because Hoseok was the most effective in this situation? Not that I cannot do something for them, but I would put things in patience and wise decision-making.

I heaved, and let them take their time.

That was the first time I saw his tears flow not because of joy. It was awful, because he was overwhelmed among the things that happened in his life. Especially to his brother. I knew his reasons, and I understand him. He's not that overly baneful after all his mistakes, because he was a human before. Now that he's getting better with it even he became a vampire, I feel relieved for him-- that we still have our soul.

"You okay, Jin?" Asked Namjoon who stood beside me. "Unfair though, we can't read what you're currently thinking."

I smirked, too beautiful to be cheated onto. Mind reading wasn't actually a cheat, because I'm too blessed unlike 'em.

"Aren't I handsome?" I asked. I even don't need an answer with that, because I know, and so the world does, that I'm handsome.

"Uh," Namjoon sighed. We both looked at Yoongi's way coincidentally. His feet hung freely in the air as he sits by the edge of the rooftop.