I lost, but i fought 2 || J.B

Chapter 6

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"How? What? When?" I ask referring to the 6 million followers I suddenly got.

"Three words; Justin Drew Bieber" she says taking the screen away and clicking somethings. She shows me a tweet that Justin tweeted.

@justinbieber: Such a talented girl, and beautiful. My new celebrity crush, screw beyoncè(sorry) follow her @eiramhannah !

Holy fuck, my eyes widen. "I-I have to go" I stutter and walk over to klara's car that she drove out for me. I drive a little over the speed limit, reaching the cemetery in record time.

I scream as I search around in the cemetery trying to find them. He can't do that, he can't just pretend that nothing happened, that he's fine because he's not, I'm not. As I reach three graves on the far right corner next to a tree with a swing in it I read the sign of the far left one.

In memory of Lucas Steele

Is written on the tombstone, and as i see it my knees give in and i break, falling to my knees, crying.

"Lucas" I sob, knowing his body is right under me now. "I need you" I say when my sobbing has calmed down. "I need one of those famous LS hugs as you called them" I giggle. "I need you to give me some vise Lucas words" I sigh. I clap the ground as if I'm giving Lucas a clap on his stomach, just as I used to. I get up and look at the one next to him.

In memory of Nina Steele

"Mama, my dear sweet Mama" i start sitting cross legged on the ground, pretending to sit on her stomach like i used to as a child. I don't know what to tell her, so i just stare at the tombstone. "Mama" i sob. "I miss you"

In memory of James Steele

"Ah" I say as I sit down next to the tombstone. "Papa" I sigh.

After just sitting on the swing for about an hour I decide to take up my phone, go into twitter and stalk around. So many tweets are saying, that they ship 'Hustin', tagging me and Justin it them, I click into Justin's profile and see that he's retweeted the picture of me with Tanya, I can't believe that there is more drama with people shipping me and Justin, than the fact that I'm pregnant. I hear a sound from behind and I see this old lady looking at me.

"Excuse me?" I ask softly, not trying to sound rude.

"Sorry, it's just the image, it's beautiful" she says staring.

"Take a picture for me?" I ask handing her my phone.

"Sure" she smiles, her shaking hands taking my phone. I sit back down at the swing and look forward, waiting for the click of the camera. "Beautiful" she comments.

"Thank you" I say taking the phone, i look at the picture. It's really beautiful. "It's sad, looks like a sad story" I nod to her, she nod agreeing with me.

"It is a sad story isn't it?" She asks turning to leave. I watch as she kisses her hand and touches a tombstone after then walking away without a second glance at me. Mysterious woman.

I look at the picture as I sit in the swing. I decide to post it to twitter.

@eiramhannah: family time...

I post with the picture attached.

"Love you guys" I say to the tombstones as I start to walk away, a hand on my stomach.

As I drive and part the car at Tanya's I don't bother to knock and say thanks or anything, I just open the door and put the keys in the bowl they usually lay in, and leave.

On my walk back my phone rings. I look at the caller ID and see that Pattie is calling.

"Hi, Pattie" I say cheerfully into the phone. She doesn't answer. "Pattie?" I ask again concerned.

"Why?" A manly voice asks.

"Justin?" I asks shocked.

"You said you loved me!" He screams. I have to take my phone away from my ear for it not to hurt. I don't say anything i just let him continue. "You had sex with someone else?!" He asks in disgust slurring his words. I realize that he's probably drunk.

"Justin are you drunk?" I ask softly.

"No" he lies. "Yes" he sighs telling the truth.

"Will you remember anything i say to you at this moment?" I ask again.

"Probably not" he sighs.

"Then I'm going to tell you the truth" i start. "I said I loved you and I meant it every time, I still love you and I mean that too" I continue answering his first question.

"I love you too" he says.

"No I did not have sex with anyone else" i sigh, really hoping he won't remember this in the morning.

"But you're pregnant?" He asks confused. "I'm going to be a father?" He asks.

"Yes, I'm having twins" I smile down at my stomach. I still think they ruined a whole lot, but Tanya kinda made me see it from another point of view.

"Twins" he says, and I can imagine him smiling on the other side of the line. "If we have a girl can we name her Ariel?" He asks.

"Yes of course" I say close to tears.

"Good" he says sleepily.

"Scooter made me do it" I say, that felt good to get of my chest. "He used your career and mine against me, so I had to"

"Mm, what a jerk" Justin says probably almost falling asleep.

"Someday I'll talk to you again, okay? I love you, take care" I say one last time not even waiting for a response before I hang up.

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