I lost, but i fought 2 || J.B

Chapter 5

There was some confusion in the last chapter! The girl that you all thought was on the flight, is actually a old lady, like in her 60's.... So yeah.

Norway, the cold country Norway. I'm currently at the hotel I'm staying at. I need to take a car to the cemetery where mama and papa is buried so i waited a day.

"Can i borrow your car?" I ask Tanya through my phone.

"I don't have a car? And we're not old enough to have a drivers license" she says confused.

"Have you forgotten that i have Canadian citizenship?" I ask her amused.

"No fucking way, you have the drivers license?" She almost screams into the phone.

"Yup, and guess what, at home a have a Lamborghini" I say amused teasing her further. I hear her gasp.

"But i guess you can borrow mom's car, but it's not half as cool as yours" she mutters.

"It doesn't matter I just need to get to the cemetery" i smile "hang out before I leave?" I ask.

"Yeah come over" she smiles.

"Aight" I say and hang up.

"He gave you a Lamborghini for your birthday?!" She asks for the third time.

"Yes" I laugh.

"He has to bath in money" she mutters to herself munching another cookie that her mother insisted on making for us.

"If you only knew" I sigh smiling, this is therapy for me. I'm feeling great. "It's hot in here, do you mind if i borrow a top and takes this off" I say gesturing towards my big sweater.

"No not at all, find something" she says pointing to her closet. I stand up and take my sweater off in the process of walking to the closet. I find a simple purple top and take it on. I start walking back too her bed again. Tanya is laying on her stomach looking at the screen of her laptop.

"What are you doing?" I ask crawling in the bed, not being able to lay on my stomach because of the babies.

"Holy-" she cuts herself off. "You're fat" she says shocked. I laugh.

"Not fat, pregnant" I corrected her.

"But, you're only 4 months" she says still shocked.

"Twins" i say looking at the computer screen. 'Justin Bieber is depressed' is the headline of some sort of news page. "What is this?" I say taking the computer in my lap.

"He's apparently depressed from some sort of break up with a girl that no one knew about, and he deals with it by partying and smoking weed and stuff" she says giving me a brief summary. Me, he's like this because of me. I look down at my ring, then at my necklace. It was for the best, I did it for him.

I log on to twitter on her computer and just creep on the few fans i have from doing the few gigs. I have 1 965 494 followers so soon 2 millions, Andrea always posts the gigs I do on YouTube.

"Wow, you famous" Tanya comments looking at the screen over my shoulder. I giggle.

"I'm working on it" I say clicking into different people that has mentioned me. "Let's post a selfie" I say taking out my phone. I sit with my feet in cross, Tanya puts her head on my shoulder and hands on my pregnant stomach. I snap the photo from arms length. My stomach is easily shown, i contemplate on if i should post it to my twitter or not. Andrea said that i could out my pregnancy whenever I wanted, and however I wanted.

I sigh as I think of what I should type.

"Type the four of us chillin'" tanya suggests, and since I know I can't come up with anything better I type it and attaches the picture. I also tag Tanya in it.

@eiramhannah: The four of us chilling :D @tantan

I post the tweet and after just seconds I already have 500 retweets, which a a lot to me.

"Wow, there is just more and more with every second" Tanya says amazed. I just smile.

"I'm really sorry" I say.

"For what?" She asks confused.

"For not telling you I was alive, for making you live in wonder, making you live in pain" I sigh.

"Hey, it's okay, I have you now" she says hugging me from behind.

After an hour it's 6 pm so i decide it's time to leave for the cemetery.

"Thank you, klara, for letting me borrow your car" I say hugging tanya's mom.

"No problem" she says hugging back, somehow I found that letting these people touching me wasn't a problem at all.

"Ehm... Hannah, you might want to see this" Tanya says coming out with her phone in her hands.

"What?" I ask and she shows me the screen. "Holy motherfucker" I say in shock staring at the shocking image in front of me.