I lost, but i fought 2 || J.B

epilouge

keep in mind that the last chapter was in March 2015.

27. August 2017

A little under two years after myself and Justin's engagement, we decided that we wanted another edition to our family. So today, 27. August 2017, our third child and second daugther Tara was born, Tara Bieber. Justin shed a tear when he first got hold her, and now that Ariel and Lucas are both 5, they found this little new human very interesting. We also changed their names, they are now Ariel Bieber and Lucas Drew Bieber. Me and Justin's love has not changed one bit, we still kiss and hold hands, no matter who is there, the kids are used to Mommy and Daddy kissing and see that as a real sign of love and often kiss each others cheek. They resently started school and we decided to put them in public school wanting them to have a as normal life as possible with mine and Justin's career still running good.

18. January 2018

Winter weddings are the prettiest weddings, after almost three years the day is finally here, I've been waiting for this day for too long now. My wedding dress is a vera wang laced dress with sleeves. I've slept at Tanya, who is my maid of honor,'s hotel tonight as both me and Justin decided to keep up the tradition of not seeing the bride or groom before the wedding. So Tanya is helping me get ready, curling my hair and putting on light make up as I'll probably cry. Me and Pattie had planned most of the wedding, exept one thing, Justin had ordered the cake and I had no idea how it was going to be.

The wedding ceremony's decoration was all white with fairylights in white trees, the long way up to the isle was covered by a white carpet and the chairs are white, A winter wonderland.

The dining room's decor was many small round tables scattered around the room, and a slightly bigger one in the middle for me and Justin, and all the Importand people sit. in the middle of the table there is a bouqet of whte roses where a amall white tree with fairy lights come out of.

My bouqet is a mixture of white and red roses and some other white details, matches Justin who apparantly is wearing a red suit.

"you exited?" Tan asks as she curles my hair. I nod.

"Just thinking, hoping we haven't forgotten anything" I laugh a little, of course we haven't.

"don't worry" She says clapping my shoulder. "Pattie will be here with Ariel and Tara, and Fredo will Take Lucas too get redy with the men, so don't worry about the children either" I nod.

Moments later Pattie is hurrying through the door, my dress in one hand and Tara in the other, Ariel walking slowly after.

"Time to get your dress on" She squeals exited. When we had all gotten dressed and fixed completly we had to leave. Tanya was dressed in a tight black halter neck dress that reached the floor, a cut on the side that reashed all the way to her thigh. Pattie had on a gray tight dress that reached her knees. Ariel was going to be the flower girl so she was dressed in her tiny looking princess wedding dress. and Tara was wearing a white onesie with a tutu skirt to make it prettier.

We are standing outside the big doors that lead to where Justin was, Tan is walking before me, and Ariel before her and Lucas first, being the ring carrier.

"who is giving you away?" she asks, knowing my dad is dead.

"Will" I lie. In reality no one is, I'm giving myself 'cause if daddy can't no one can. She nods, but frowns and looks around the room, he's not in here. "He'll be here don't worry" she nods again. When Lucas gets the sign that he's going to walk it's time for Ariel and Tan to go to, she gives me a look. "He'll be here" I assure her. They all walk out, and i can see them from a crack in the door, Ariel is Happily throwing some rose petals on the ground and Lucas is carefully holding the rings. And Tan is looking flawless walking down there in that dress.