Saying I'm nervous is an understatement, I've tried to plan this too perfection with the help of my Mom and Fredo, but I just feel like even perfection isn't enough for Hannah, she needs more she needs everything.
But with a few calming words from Mom, I managed too cool down for a second. Looking for the perfect ring was the hardest, I needed it to top the promise ring, but then again it couldn't be too much either. I managed to find the perfect one though. I'm making all this a surprise, I know Hannah says she hates them, but I know she secretly loves them.
When she arrived in the old porshe and her hair was blowing behind her from the wind, she looked so beautiful. Her simple dress, and her minimal amount of make up just makes her inner beauty shine brighter.
During dinner I couldn't even hide my nervousness. I want to spend my life with this woman, I want to wake up with her next to everyday, I want to have more kids with her. I want to give her everything i have to offer. Telling her that small speach that i had prepared in my head was so hard, Im used to preforme in front of thousands of people, but just telling the girl I love is more nervewrecking. The way her bright green eyes stared at me in anticipation and with slight confusion was just too adorable, I couldn't wait much longer to ask her.
As I stood up from the chair, her eyes followed my every move as I tried as hard as I could to walk that little meter without tripping. As I offered her my hand she didn't even hesitate to take it, she trusts me that much, I feel so honored that I was her first real time, her first time to actually want to have sëx, and during that time she also hated when people touched her, but I was almost the only one that could, which showed how much she trusted me. She broke up with me just to take care of my career, which is pretty large hearted of her, she cares that much.
Taking both her hands and staring in her eyes, I tell her:
"I love you so damn much" and peck her blushing cheek. I can tell that the other people watching us in here is making her shy.
"I love you too" she says cutely, as her cheeks grow even redder. I let go of one of her hands and give the piano man the sign we agreed on, he starts playing beautiful piano music. I take out the velvet box my pocket as i get down on one knee in front of her. She seems to finally understand what is happening as her eyes water a little, and her hand go up to her mouth that just left a surprised gasp. She soon takes the hand away, knowing how much I hate it when beutiful people cover their faces. She's biting her lip, and she looks adorable, standing there looking down at me with glossy green eyes.
I take her hand again, the left one. Her right hand carries the promise ring.
"Hannah Marie Steele. I love you, please Marry me?" I say totally forgetting every single word i had prepared to say to her. I open the velvet box revealing a white gold, crown like ring.
Hannah stares at me for what feels like ages, but probably only was a friction of a second before she answer with a little "yes" and many nods of her head as a tear escapes her eye. I carefully slide the ring on her finger, as I smile a triumphant smile at her. After the ring is on her finger she grabs my hand and pulls me up, she crashes her lips on mine, in a sweet, but rough kiss. Applause is heard around us. We pull apart from the kiss and she looks around us at all the clapping people, then she blushes and hised in my shoulder. I look up at the roof and give a silent thank you too god for giving me the best girl in the entire world.
THE FUCKING END. (epilouge coming)
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