I lost, but i fought 2 || J.B

Chapter 10

"so your single got first place after just half an hour?" Ellen asks me. Ellen as in Ellen DeGeneres, as in Ellen from The Ellen Show, my first ever appearance on TV. a month after my single was released hence month 8 in Pregnancy.

"yeah, it's pretty sick" i beam smiling, adjusting the black flowy dress i'm wearing over my big stomach, it has lace sleeves, a brown belt resting above my stomach and i'm wearing it with my nude pumps. my hair is curled then braided in a waterfall braid around my head, my make up is light, but with a nude lipstick. i'm wearing my ring and the treble clef necklace.

"we will hear Hannah perform this a little later" she says and the audience cheers loudly. "you've gotten really big, how far are you?" she asks, changing the subject fast.

"8 months" i say resting my hand on my stomach.

"oh, just a month left then" she says excitedly. i just giggle and look down, i'm not going to lie, i'm dead nervous to be here on the worlds biggest talk show. "so any men in your life? maybe the baby father?" she asks. i knew this was coming.

"no, we drifted apart" i starts just as Andrea told me to say. "i pushed him away" i add sadly even though Andrea never told me to say this i felt like it was necessary. i don't want people to think that the baby father, Justin, ditched me, when that is certainly not the case.

"why?" she asks. oh, i don't know how to answer this.

"eh, he had his own life to take care of, i didn't want to bother him with this, he's so young" i explain. she nods understandingly.

"so any crushes then?" she ask raising her eyebrow.

"like celebrity crush?" i ask and she nods. "eh, Harry Styles i pretty hot" i say looking down and blushing. the audience cheers and someone even whistles making me blush even more.

"ohh yeah we saw the video!" she coos. "you hear that Harry? this sweetheart likes you" she says pointing to the camera. i smile a shy smile. A man behind the camera makes a sign for Ellen to show that it's time for break. "it's time for a little break, and when we're back we're going to hear Hannah preform, we'll see you in a minute" she says to the camera. i get up, with a little bit of trouble because of my big stomach. As i walk back stage, a woman is immediately in my face with some make up. Andrea pops up next to me giving me a little pep talk, that i don't really pay attention too. some guy hands me my guitar when the lady is done putting make up on my face. he also tells me that i have two minutes to get where i'm suppose to be, and in my pregnant state i need my time. i walk over to the stool that is set up on the little stage of the set. i put my guitar on my lap, it almost not having any place as my stomach almost takes it all. a man sets up the mic so it's positioned right. i'm drop dead nervous now. i had to fly all the too California with a Private jet to get here, and right after this i have to fly home again.

"now the moment we have all been waiting for, Hannah Marie Steele performing her first ever single Summertime Sadness" the audience cheer and light is shone on me. i start strumming the guitar.

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got my red dress on tonight

Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight

Done my hair up real big beauty queen style

High heels off, I'm feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothing scares me anymore

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I'm feelin' electric tonight

Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99

Got my bad baby by my heavenly side

I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothing scares me anymore

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Think I'll miss you forever

Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky

Later's better than never

Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive (drive, drive)

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

i finish the song, a single tear falling down my cheek thinking about Justin. the audience cheers for me, they even stand up as they clap and scream.

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