I lost, but i fought 2 || J.B

Chapter 27

After another long week in the white room of pain i think i might go crazy. The worst part is that he ist't even doing anything to me, Nothing. Not like in the first 2 and a half weeks where he raped me or hit me atleast once a day, now he does nothing and i'm stuck here. alone, scared and slowly going crazy.

It's like the room is getting smaller, and smaller, and even more smaller by every day that passes. In the end i'll end up in a small room, having to curl up like a ball. I have so much time, time to think, time to griev. Time is my worst enemy here. How much time do i have left? How long is it till he will do something again?

I stand up, my body is back to normal, or as normal as it can get with a limited amount of food. I walk to the winowsill, where the phone is lying and three letters. I haven't used the phone again since last time. I jump up and take it down. i hold the power button and it turns on. Writing in the pin-code and all i see that it has now 93%, lost 7% in a week. My phone explodes with texts and missed calls. I have 9 messages, i listen to them all.

"Hannah, where the fuck are you?! you can't just leave a message like that!"

- Andrea.

"darlin'? i miss you, i heard you called Andrea, we'll find you, i promise"

- Justin.

"Mommy, mommy! i want Mommy" is heard in the backround. "they need their mommy, we're trying to track your phone. but it just shows in the middle of the woods where there is no house"

- Justin and the kids.

"honey- " followed by sobs.

- Pattie.

"Babe-" heavy breathing. "I miss you so damn much! it's so hard to be without you when i finally got you back" and then sobs, loud, heartbreaking sobs.

- Justin.

"mommy?-" pause. "why are you gone?-" another pause. "Ariel, where is my phone?" Justin in the backround. "Love you" norwegian.

- Ariel via Justin's phone.

"i know that like i've had a certain hate towards you, but-" pause, sob. "fuck. i miss you, and now you're gone?!"

- Caitlin.

"Hannah, siss? where the hell are you? i like fucking miss you and all, shit, i love you"

- Christian.

"baby girl, i remember 3 years ago, when we adopted you" pause. "you were really quiet, and cute" pause. "we need our baby girl back" sobs.

- will and sandy.

smiling a small smile through my tears, I call Justin.

"hello?! holy fuck is this you for real? oh my god" he rambels.

"calm down" i giggle. "I need you to find me, i'm going crazy"

"is he hurting you?"

"No, that's exactly what he isn't, he isn't touching me at all"

"we'll find you, i promise" he says. i can hear him rummage through some things. "i promese" he mutters.

"Justin, i am in the forest" he stops doing everything. "it's the same place, there is even some of the blood spots from the last time" i cringe.

"stay on the line" he demands. "i'm making fredo call 911" i can hear him shout something to fredo i assume.

"okay" i say weakly. feeling so much better.

"I love you so damn much" he sighs into the phone.

"I love you just as much" i smile. i hear fredo shout something to Justin.

"we're coming for you!" i giggle a little.

good, i'm safe soon. i'm coming home. 

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