For me and Justin's date I put on a white dress that had black lace at the bottom, and a black belt with a bow on. I had my black Gianvito Rossi Velvet Pumps on. the outfit was simple but rather pretty. I kept my shoulder lenght hair out as there really wasn't much to do with it. I decided for a brown smokey eyeshadow and a coate of mascara, keeping my skin and lips clean. I felt like a school girl again, like the 15 year old girl I was back then. I know I'm only 19, but I feel so much older.
Justin left before me, saying he had ordered a driver to pick me up. he didn't tell me why we couldn't go together, but it was more of a surprise this way, and I had grown fond of the endless surprises Justin had for me.
After all that happened the past month or two, I've grown way more protective of my children. Can you blame me? So after making sure that Christian had everything under control, I could leave with peace in my soul, well almost, knowing Christian he's probably going to let the kids do almost whatever they want and eat a lot of candy, but that doesn't really affect me as it is him that has to deal with two very hyper kids.
The driver arrived in a white old convertible porshe, roof down. The driver was wearing a hat, and he had greeted me as Ms. Steele, which made feel like I was a part of some sort of old fashioned movie. He opened the door for me and drove me away from my beloved home, and no matter how many times i asked, he would not tell me where we were going. Justin had really planned this perfectly.
When we arrived the driver very politly opened my door and said:
"we arrived our destination, Ms. steel" and smiled at me as i stepped out of the car. "Mr. Bieber will take you from now on" He said and gestured toward Justin who was only standing a few meters away, but i still didn't notice him until now.
He looked straight out sexy in that suit of his. His black pants, that was slighly too long for his legs, which made them curl up, but it just made the whole outfit more stylish. His matching black jacket fitted him perfectly, and he had folded up the arms taking his white shirt with it, which made his beautiful tattoos show, he just looked amazing, and my first thought when I saw him was that I really wanted to just get him out of them.
When I was right infron of him, he greeted me:
"Ms. Steele, what a pleasure" He took my hand and bowed his head a little as he kissed it.
"Mr. Bieber" I greeted back, playing along with, whatever this was, I loved it anyway.
He gave me a smile and didn't let go of my hand as he lead me inside the not too crowded reasurant. It was too, very old fashioned with a large chandelier hanging from the middle of the room, giving it a dimmed romantic light.
As justin pulls out the chair for me and lets me sit down, and I look up at him, his jaw is clenched and a frown his on his face.
"are you okay?" I ask him carefully as he sits himself down.
"yeah, just nervous, I want this too be perfect" He sighs. I smile too myself as I look down and blush.
"don't worry it is" I smile up at him, not scared to show him my blush. He gives me a nervous smile.
We had spaggethi, and a bottle of the finest rosé wine. This was all we needed, a day for ourselves, a day were we only though about our relationship and not the kids. I think we were both a little tipsy from the wine, or maybe just both very giddy from being with each other, I know i have a little bit of both as i can't stop giggling, or rather laughing like a retarded seal, either way I'm having a lot of fun.
"you're beautiful, you know that?" he asks suddenly serious. My laughing calms down to the point where I'm not laughing at all. He looks at me so seriously, with so much adoration in his eyes. I take a sip of my wine, my mouth going dry from his compliment. "I can't imagine living my life without you Hannah" He continues, I smile as I watch him fiddle with the gold watch on his arm. "You're like my drug, and I'm very addicted" His eyes travel up to mine for a split second before they go back to the watch. He seems very nervous. "You make me complete, you always have been that missing piece, and you always will be" He sighs.
He stops fiddeling with his watch and takes a deep breath. He looks up at me, and I wait in confusion and anticipation for what is coming next.
"Hannah you light up my world, it's not the same without you, you change me for the better, hell, you probably light up everybody's world with that smile of yours" my smile grows, making him smile too. "You are the best person in my life, and I want you there forever" He blushes. he stands up from his seat, and I watch him in confusion as he stands next to where I'm sitting and takes his hand for me to take it, I take it and he helps me up from my seat. He takes my other hand too. And we're standing there in front of abot ten other couples, old and young, that are staring at us. "I love you so damn much" He leans in and pecks my cheek.
"I love you too" I say suddenly shy, blushing furiously, now regretting I didn't put on any kind of foundation or something like that.
He lets go of my hands and turn around gives a man some sort of sign. Sweet romantic piano music starts to play.
Justin retrives something from his pocket as he gets down on one knee.
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