Chapter 49 - All Messed Up

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Chapter 49

Jillian's POV

After what happened at home, I decided to confront my parents about the divorce. (Let Louis tell his parents.) I got in my car and started the 3 hour drive to Wolverhampton. I turned the radio on to help with the road trip. 

"And this next song is dedicated to all the Directioners out there!" the radio jock said.

REALLY?! Why is everything against me. Literally, I changed the radio channel like 5 times and they were all playing either a One Direction song or any song that reminded me of the old days.

Why does it seem that those happy days were centuries ago? Was it that long? 

I decided to just plug in my iPod and put in on shuffle and guess what was playing... Louis's cover of Look After You. AHHHH! Forget it! I just turned the radio off and continued the drive to Wolverhampton. ,

Louis's POV

Why do I have to keep fucking everything up?! 

Jillian's words still stung. It kept on replaying in my mind. 

She wants a divorce.

She wants a fucking divorce! 

I punched the hard wall, blood now dropping on the cold hard ground. I slid against the wall and put my head on my hands, the tears can't stop flowing down.

"I'm so sorry Lou. It was all my fault." El then slid beside me and tried to make me face her. I just slapped her hands away.

"You sure about that? Was this your plan all along? To live here and make us break up. El, didn't just ruin my marriage, you ruined my life! Jillian is my everything!"

"I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry!" she kept on repeating. 

"Get out." 

"What?" El asked, shocked evident on her face.

"I said... GET THE FUCK OUT!" Eleanor quickly stood up and went to her room. I heard the cabinets from the guest room open and i heard the zipper of a bag open. 

I don't know how long I've been sitting here but it felt like years. I just wanted to pinch myself to get out of this misery but... this is real life. This isn't a terrifying nightmare. It was a terrifying reality. I then heard the cabinet closing. El's done packing.

"I'm so sorry Lou. Don't worry, you'll still see your child. I won't take that away from you." And she was out of the door.

I quickly grabbed my phone and tried calling Jillian. It always ended up in her voice mail. 

"Hi this is Jillian. Can't answer you right now so just leave your name and message right after the beep. Bye! Talk to you soon!" 

Oh that voice. I was starting to think about our future together. Will I still be able to hear her sweet voice? Will I still get the kiss those lips? The thought of not being able to do that and the thought of someone else doing that scared the shit out of me. The thought of Jillian finding someone worthy of her love scared me. Even though I'm just the boy from Doncaster, no one and I mean no one will ever love her like how I do it. 

I tried calling her again but it still ended in voice mail. 

I sighed and just left a message.

"Jill I'm so so sorry! The truth is that Eleanor was the one who kissed me. I know I did a lot of  mistakes from the past few months but I know that you are the one. Please don't push through with the divorce. Believe me when I say that no one will ever love you like I would. Please call me back or better yet please come home. I'll be waiting here. I love you so much." and I ended the message.

How did I get myself in this huge mess?

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Happy Happy Birthday Jillian!!!!! (@xoxojillian) 

Thank you for being an amazing friend to me. Laff U Fangirl Buddy! :)

It's summer time!!!! Finally! 

I'll try updating more frequently for all of ya. 

I'm sorry for the wait. I had to study for my finals. But now I have (more or less) 3 months of freedom! 

More time to update! 

I think that there will be like more or less 10 more chapters left in this story and everything will turn. Just look out for it!

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