Lets Just Say..... I Was Not Expecting This

Chapter 1

Hiya!!! so here is the first chapter and i hope you guys liked my Preface to be honest that's the first thing I've written without copying it off of paper so I'm pretty proud. Anyways won't keep you here is where it all happens. Bye Bye. Don't forget to smile!!! there is a picture of Sienna on the side.

Chapter one

The school bus came to a stop and I pushed past kids trying to get up and get off. I bounded down the school bus steps and walked over to the side so I wasn't in the way waiting for Derek. Two kids came off of the bus before Derek did, he turned to his friends and said goodbye. Once he turned around I admired my boyfriend. He has a good build and somewhat muscular and brown wavy side swept hair. His eyes were a really dark brown and usually I got lost when looking into them.

Derek looked up ad caught me staring, he smiled at me and walked over. I had to force myself to smile seeing as my day was horrible. Today everything and everyone seemed to make me mad, I felt really bad about the whole situation seeing as I snapped at my best-friend Molly this morning. Derek held my hand and we started walking in the direction of our homes.

Derek and I live close to each other, he lives a street over and we met when our mutual neighbourhood friends introduced us. Soon after meeting he told me that he really liked me and I couldn't lie so I told him I liked him too and I do alot. We have been dating for a month now and I'm pretty happy with where we stand right now. We were walking in silence for a bit which is fine by me I mean it wasn't uncomfortable is was serene. I am guessing he is lost in his own thoughts because he would have said something by now unless he is scared that I might snap at him again today.

"So how was you're day?" He asked cautiously. Yup I was right he didn't really feel like asking me that I could tell when he asked how weary he was. I snapped once at him and sadly I couldn't help but do it again.

"Are you really asking me that?" I answered him with a snippy question of my own. Derek let go of my hand and stopped walking I copied him and turned to face him. He was glaring at me, I sighed and rubbed my temples with both hands. He hated it when I talked like that to him he would say 'don't talk to me like that I'm not on of your little friends'. I swear to god if he is going to say that he will no longer have a freaking voice box. I shuddered a my thoughts. Why am I thinking like this?

All day if someone said something that made me pissed I would imagine hurting them the most physical way possible. These thoughts really scared me I never usually be this violent even in my head. Derek has a short temper though which is hard when it comes to apologizing because then he just wants to yell. Usually when he is mad he yells everything he thinks about you and the gods honest truth right in your face, it's as if at that point in time he doesn't care if he hurts you. I remember when we first started dating he cheated on me in the first two weeks.

I didn't break it off with him because I really like him. But the thing that bugged me most was when I found out he never even apologized just brushed it off an said 'over with now might as well get over it'. On my part though I hated talking to anyone that way especially Derek, he did nothing to deserve my bad mood.

"Sorry Derek. I'm just having a bad day," I said quietly hoping he wouldn't make a big scene.

"Whatever," he huffed turning and walking quickly away from view down his street. I felt a tear slide down my face which is odd for me because I never cry or look this vulnerable. I walked home and more tears slide down my face like a damn slip and slide. If I knew I was gonna be this bitchy today I would've stayed home just do I didn't have to fight with him. The thing is whenever he is in a bad mood and snaps at me I say nothing, but when it comes to me I feel the wrath of everything as if it's my fault.