It's been two months already since the first time I took a stepped here in Eastiqelle University (EU). Transfer lang kasi ako, maging si Jezrel dito though nanggaling ako sa Eastiqelle Academy (EA) na halos kapatid narin naman ng school na pinapasukan ko ngayon. Ewan ko ba, second name lang naman ang pinagkaiba but I prefer more being schooled in EU because of the fact that you can do anything in this school well except sa pag patay syempre. Plus the fact that this school is in the act of being systematic. Maayos na maayos kasi rito, kada isang building, isang course ang naroroon unlike EA na halo halo. Yun bang mahihilo ka talaga? Masyado kasing malaki, oh god don't get me wrong okay? Hindi ko bina-bad mouth yung dating pinanggalingan ko, i'm just stating the facts. Well, I can say that this place isn't that spacious but I can proudly say that the ambiance of this school is fucking good, or should I say beyond perfect? Basta, makaka hinga ka ng maluwag kahit hindi masyadong kalakihan. The air is refreshing, kaya mas lalo kang gaganahang mag-aral.
"Penny of your thoughts?" Biglang sabi ng kung sino habang walang ka-abog abog na tumabi saakin. Napa irap ako. Him again?
"A dollar of your thoughts." I said sarcastically. Pansin ko ang pag ngisi niya.
"I got none, but sadness and fear. How about you? Mind sharing?" He said. Napa irap ako. How dramatic.
"My thoughts are a mess right now. Better left unsaid." I sighed.
"Same. Btw, where's Jezrel?" He asked out of the blue.
"Dunno, diba close kayo? So why asking me?" I said sarcastically.
Sa dalawang buwan kong pamamalagi rito, mukha at mukha lang ng lalaking ito ang bumubungad saakin lalo na kapag nandito ako sa cafeteria. Well, nasanay na naman ako, lalo na't bumibisita rin siya sa bahay.
"I can't find him." Nasabi nalang niya sabay ayos ng upo.
"You have phone, what's the essence of that thing?" I said sarcastically. Halos araw araw nalang yata nagiging sarkastiko ako. Sorry not sorry.
"Cannot be reach." He simply said.
"Better find him, instead of pestering me." Then I rolled my eyes.
"Tch. Why you're always like this? Did I do something wrong?" Nasabi na lang niya na ikinairap ko.
"Why asking? Isn't it obvious na ayaw ko sayo?" Diretsong sabi ko. Hindi inalintana ang mga tao sa paligid.
"Then why? Why hating me? I didn't do something wrong, right?" Taas babang kilay niyang sabi.
"You sure?" Irap ko pa.
"Come on, just tell me. I'm not a fucking soothsayer after all." He frankly said.
"Well, ayokong nakikita ka lalo na't kasama ang kapatid ko." Nasabi ko nalang.
"We're friends, and one more thing he's my racemate. You can't force me to avoid him." He said.
"That's the point, you're always tolerating him. Paano kung maulit na naman yung nangyari two months ago? Ano nalang ang gagawin ko? Ni mommy and ni daddy? What if, maaksidente na naman siya and this time mas malala na? I will surely kill you, mark my word Monteverde." I blurted out.
"Then go on, did you really think papayag ako? Come on, mag tiwala ka naman kasi minsan." He said then he walks out. Napa iling nalang ako habang pinag mamasdan siyang papalayo.
"You can't force me to trust you, 'cause in the first place, hindi ka naman talaga katiwa tiwala." Nasabi ko nalang.
"Ang init naman." Sabi ko ng mapag tantong wala pa yata silang balak na umpisahan ang lintik na parade na ito.
BINABASA MO ANG
At Once
De TodoLiving in dreams of yesterday, she find herself still dreaming of impossible things. After of that tragic happenings in her life, will she still be able to continue on dreaming? Will she still be able to keep on going despite of all the heart aches...
