Lloyd's Pov
It's been a while since I haven't seen my dad.... I miss him... So much... I just... I just don't know what to do anymore.... I'm so lonely without him... Why did he have to go?...
What am I feeling?... Pain... Confusion... Sad... Broken... Everything... But mostly... Pain... Of course... I'm sick and tired of feeling Pain!... Sometimes I feel like I want to die!...
Life just sucks then we all die. That's how life is don't lie to me... Yeah I'm f*** up but I don't wanna be... I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die... I'm empty inside... I just don't feel alive...
Life isn't fair... I barely got my dad back and he's now... Dead... Gone... I know Alex and Kai say dad is in my heart... But.. I don't want him in my heart... I want him here with me... I want my dad... Where is he at?... Gone...
This is all I'm feeling... Pain...
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Alright! That's chapter one! Yes, I decided to write two books at the same time. It'll make it fun. I'm sorry that it's short! More will be published later on tomorrow or should I say today since it's 3:15 in the morning at my home... Anyways.. Hope you guys like it... Hope you like it LloydFan this story is about you. Eh yeah. I promise the next chapter will be better than this one. Bye! See ya! Stay Awesome!
-Nae Nae
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Journey To My Past {Book 1}
FanfictionLloyd has been going through things ever since he lost his father. Lloyd doesn't know what to do. He feels so lonely. He wishes his dad didn't have to go to the Curse Realm. Lloyd thought he didn't completely lose his dad, but until Nya destroyed it...
