In Real Life (Nemi)

Gift of a Friend

After eating the delicious dinner Wilmer had made for us, we were making out on the couch, later. I wasn't thinking about Nick at all. I was getting my kicks being turned on by my hot boyfriend's, almost completely, naked body. He was putting most of his weight on me as he laid in between my legs, like it was exactly where he was supposed to be. My pants were off as well as my shirt, so I was only wearing my bra & panties. Wilmer had on only his boxers at this point & I could feel his hardness against the silk crotch of my underwear. I heard my phone ringing as it sat on the coffee table. Wilmer & I both ignored it. The ringing stopped, then a few seconds later, it started again. We ignored it once again, getting even more into our kissing. After it stopped ringing, moments later it rang again.

"What the hell is so important?" I groaned, loudly, pushing Wilmer off of me to grab my phone. Wilmer sighed as he sat up on the couch, watching me. I grabbed my phone, angrily & my heart skipped a beat when I saw Nick was calling. I answered, "Hello?"

"Thank God!" Nick said in an exasperated voice. "What part of shoot me a text when you get home did you not understand, Dem? I was worried something happened to you."

Aww, he was worried. I couldn't help but to smile. "Sorry. I was busy eating dinner & making out with my boyfriend." I let out a chuckle, even though I knew I was just trying to make him jealous. Of what, I wasn't sure. He was in love with his girlfriend. He could care less that I was with Wilmer or what we were doing.

I heard Nick sigh. "I guess I'll give you a pass. I know how distracting my girlfriend can be." His voice was low & sexy & I wanted to throw up. "I won't keep you. I'll let you get back to your man." He chuckled, then I heard his phone disconnect after he said, "Bye."

I held my phone in my hand & stared at it for a few moments before I remembered what I had been doing before he called. Wilmer was rubbing my bare back as he kissed my shoulder. Now, I was thinking about Nick again. What the hell is wrong with me? Like, seriously. Was I feeling a sexual attraction to Nick or were these real feelings of true love? I was having a hard time telling the difference. I was lusting after him, that was for sure. I already loved him as my best friend, so now I couldn't tell if the feeling of love was changing. I was jealous at the mere mention of Olivia, so what does this mean? My thoughts were on Nick as Wilmer was kissing my naked skin. This was so wrong. I started concentrating on what Wilmer was doing & I was thinking about making love to him. He was incredible in bed. He had a lot of practice over the years. He was quite a bit older than me, so he definitely had more experience in the sex area. I got into it, more & more. Nick wasn't on my mind as I let Wilmer fuck me.

Over the next week or so, I threw myself into my work & spending as much time with Wilmer as I could. I physically had to keep myself from thinking about Nick. Once his face would pop into my head, I immediately would think of anything else. I didn't text him or call him & he didn't text or call me either. I was a little upset about this, actually. I told myself that he was just busy with his show. Then I saw online, some photos of him & Olivia at the beach. I slammed my computer shut to avoid seeing the images. I went to the gym or went swimming whenever I would see something regarding Nick & Olivia. I was so crazy jealous, it was upsetting. I was scared. My feelings for Nick felt different. I was never jealous of any of his other girlfriends. I was freaking out.

A few weeks after I first saw the light surrounding Nick, Wilmer & I were invited to Ashton & Mila's house for dinner. They just got back from their honeymoon the day before & Wilmer was getting ready to start shooting a tv show, so he wanted to get together with his friend, while they had some time. Dinner was amazing, delicious & I was impressed with their cooking skills. After dinner, Mila & I were sitting out on the back patio, having some tea, while the guys were playing in Ashton's game room. Mila was telling me all about her honeymoon, making it sound like the most romantic thing ever. I decided to bring up how she & Ashton first got together.