In Real Life (Nemi)

Mistake

I was straddling Nick's lap, in my leggings & my bra, staring into his glassy eyes. He was so shitfaced, I wasn't even sure he knew what was going on right now. He wasn't looking into my eyes. He was licking his lips as he looked at my mouth. Did he even know who I was right now? Did I even care? I put my lips on Nick's again & this time he responded with a passion that curled my toes. I got chills when he put his hands on my hips. I could not believe I was kissing Nick right now. It was just as amazing as I imagined. His lips felt amazing. I always thought he had an amazing pair of lips. They knew what they were doing, right now. I hadn't had a kiss excite me, like this, in a long time.

Nick leaned back on my bed, so I was lying on top of him now. I could feel his hardness against my thin layer of cotton that were my yoga pants. I could feel myself tingling in my crotch. Never in a million years did I think I would ever want my best friend this much. My hands went on Nick's head to grip it, passionately. His breathing was getting more rapid as his hands went up my back, holding me close to him. Nick's tongue was playing with mine, turning me on even more than I was when we started. I didn't even care that he tasted like cheap wine. I could taste a faint taste of cigars, too. I hated that he smoked cigars, but right now that was the last thing I was thinking about.

Suddenly, Nick held me with one arm & flipped us so he was over top of me. It startled me a little. Nick stopped kissing me & lifted himself off of me, still staring at my face. Mostly, he was staring at my mouth. His eyes were hardly open at all. I got a little sad thinking he had no idea who he was kissing right now. Nick hooked his fingers in my pants & pulled them down, underwear & all. I was freaking out now. I was naked from the waist down & Nick was staring at my exposed opening as he licked his lips. I closed my eyes when he slipped his boxers down his legs. I only opened them when I felt Nick press his body against me again. His hands went to my bra, unclasping it, then he tossed it over his shoulder. His mouth was lavishing my breasts with kisses & nibbles before I moved myself a little farther up the bed, so my legs weren't hanging off. My legs were bent, on either side of Nick's waist. When Nick's mouth came up to kiss mine again, he let out a quiet moan & I felt his hardness nudging my slit. Instinctively, I opened my legs wider, lifting them up a little, digging my heels into the mattress. My arms were around Nick's broad shoulders, holding onto him for dear life. He had no idea it was me underneath him right now. But I knew with every part of me that it was Nick who was naked, on top of me, right now.

I felt Nick move his hand down to his hard on. I got goosebumps feeling his fingers graze my skin on its way to help his erection slip inside of me. The moment I felt the tip of his member glide between my lips, I gasped, quietly, then held my breath. Nick stopped kissing me & with his eyes closed, he tilted his head back, his mouth open a tiny bit. His breathing accelerated as he pushed his manhood into me all the way. I let out an erotic breath, feeling like this was the most amazing pleasure I had ever experienced. Nick's forehead came to rest in the crook of my neck as he moved in & out of me, slowly, at first. He was moaning & groaning, clearly enjoying the way it felt as well. I didn't hold back. I let myself voice every reaction without any hesitation. With every thrust, I felt myself quiver inside, falling more in love with Nick, if that was possible. He probably thought he was making love to Olivia, but I knew what I was doing with him & it felt incredible. I had a tiny orgasm pretty quick, just from feeling something I never thought I would. Nick inside of me.

My breath caught when Nick murmured my name. "Demi." I felt his hot breath on my ear. He knew it was me. Oh, shit. My heart pounded, with excitement, in my chest. I could feel myself getting warm all over, especially in between my legs. The friction between me & Nick felt so amazing, I could do this all night. "Oh, God." Nick groaned. "Oh, God, Demi. You feel so good." Holy shit. He said I felt good. My pussy felt good. I couldn't stop the smile that took over my face. His lips smashed into mine again, taking my breath away. He moved his hips against mine, plunging his member deep inside of me. I was practically yelling out in ecstasy now, exciting Nick, immensely. He grunted, loudly, as he pulled his lips from mine. He opened his eyes, slightly & looked into mine as I shuddered beneath him. We stared at each other, intensely, Nick biting his lip as moans slipped quietly through them. "Do I feel good inside of you?" He asked in a husky voice. You have no idea, I thought to myself. I nodded, my eyes closing for a moment as a drawn out moan came from my mouth. "Demi." Nick whispered, kissing my cheek, then my jawline. "God, Demi, you feel good." His voice was a breathy whisper. "Oh, God, I'm gonna make you come again." He quickened his pace, now holding himself up on both hands. I could feel his body shivering as I gripped his arms. He was right. He made me come again, making my body shake uncontrollably. I came down from that orgasm & Nick slowed his speed, knowing how sensitive I was right now. I was being pretty loud as I felt amazing sensations in all of my nerves in every part of my body. Nick was smirking when I opened my eyes to look at him. He stared into my eyes & I could feel butterflies inside my stomach. I felt like I was coming over a huge hill on a roller coaster. "You like this, don't ya?" Nick asked, pulling himself out of me almost all the way & then pushing himself all the way into me. I nodded again, whimpering as I bit my lip some more. "Demi, oh God!" Nick threw his head back a little when I squeezed his member with my pussy. "Oh, yes! Don't stop! Squeeze it, baby..... Oh God, Demi..... I'm gonna come..... Come with me....Shit....Come on, Demi...." He was breathing hard, as was I. We both exploded in a climactic frenzy, yelling & screaming in unison.

Minutes later, after Nick & I came down from our orgasms, he rolled over & pulled the sheet over him. He didn't open his eyes. I watched him for several minutes, then realized he was sleeping. Wow. That didn't take long. What the fuck do I do now? I was freaking out again. What did this mean? I had a million questions going through my head as I fell asleep. I didn't sleep long, though, waking up a few hours after I had fallen asleep. I think, anyway. I wasn't even sure when I fell asleep. It was almost 10 in the morning when I woke up. I looked over to see Nick asleep next to me, on his back, his mouth hanging open, snoring, quietly. It made my heart ache how beautiful he was right now & remembering the sex from the night before. I watched Nick for quite awhile before he finally stirred, then opened his eyes. He looked confused as he looked around, then rubbed his eyes, before he looked at me. His eyes widened when he saw me.

"Shit." Nick brought his hand up to cover his eyes. "Oh my God, we had sex, didn't we?" He groaned.

I didn't say anything until he looked at me, his expression scared. My face had no expression. I didn't want him to think I was happy we had sex. I nodded, slowly.

Nick groaned again, this time louder. He sat up, looking dazed. "Why the hell did you let that happen?" He turned toward me as he finished the question.

I sat up straight, holding the sheet over my naked body. Now, I was pissed. "Excuse me? You were into it just as much as I was. I didn't let anything happen that we both didn't act like we wanted to happen." I was almost yelling.

Nick sighed, reaching to the floor for something. I saw him slide on his boxers under the sheet, then watched him get out of bed, grabbing his pants off the floor. "I was shitfaced. You were sober. You could have stopped it."

I let out an aggravated sigh as I climbed off the bed, still holding the sheet around me. "Sorry. I got caught up in the moment. You seemed like you didn't want me to stop. You even told me not to stop."

Nick was pulling on his pants, aggressively, acting pissed. "Jesus Christ, Demi. I was drunk & horny. I would have had sex with anything last night, no matter what she looked like or how big she was...." His voice trailed off as he looked around for his shirt.

"Oh wow. Nice. Thanks. I know I'm an ugly fat ass...." I could feel tears burning my eyes right now & I blinked, rapidly to keep them away.

Nick's head snapped up to look at me. "I didn't say that. You aren't fat or ugly." His tone was softer now, knowing he hurt my feelings. "Demi, this was a mistake. A huge mistake. We need to forget this happened. Let's just pretend it didn't happen." His eyes were looking around the room, wildly.

"I wasn't drunk, Nick, so I won't be able to forget. And you seemed to be enjoying yourself last night."

"You'll forget it sooner or later. I don't remember shit, except that you kissed me first." He found his shirt & put it on as I glared at him. "I probably thought I was having sex with Olivia."

I laughed out loud, taking a few steps toward Nick as he buttoned his shirt. "You did not think you were fucking Olivia last night. You were moaning my name!" I pointed to myself. "I'm pretty sure you weren't thinking of Olivia when you were telling me how good my pussy felt." I was loud & Nick flinched.

He stared at me for a moment as my eyes glared at him. "Like I said, this was a mistake."

I shook my head & continued to blink the tears away. "Keep saying that. It makes me feel so good to be someone's mistake." The words flew out of my mouth as I headed toward my closet to get dressed. "I'll be ready in a minute to take you home to your precious Olivia."

"Demi...." Nick called after me.

I spun around. "Don't say anything else. It didn't happen. It was a mistake. I don't remember a thing. I will take this to my grave. I won't tell a soul. Your dirty little secret is safe with me." I couldn't hold the tears back anymore. They filled my eyes. Nick started to speak & I raised my hand. "Please do not say another word right now. I can't hear you say it was a mistake one more time." I disappeared into my closet & slammed the door. I sat down on the stool in the center of my walk in closet & sobbed for a few minutes. My heart was breaking. I had no idea why I thought this would go any different. I meant nothing to Nick. I was his friend. And now I was a mistake.