"Melody" mom said in a cheerful voice entering my room with a bouquet of flowers and balloons. Looking up I smiled knowing today I would be out. After many test I was sick of being in this stupid hospital, at first it was small questions like when my birthday was or what is my favorite cake, tv show or color.
Then it all went to what classes I took in high school, and if I ever did any sports. Slowly I remembered a few memories over the weeks I was here. and lets just say it included me spending a lot of time in a bathroom either throwing up or blood on my legs from cuts.
Then it went to some parties at this point we were on the fourth week and I remembered a few days where all I did was party and do some inappropriate things. To be honest I even remember my mom not doing nothing after my dad hit me but I lied telling them I didn't remember much being embarrassed and wanting to start from zero.
One thing that gets me still is that I seem to see this boy in many memories it's just s little blurry.
"Earth to Melody " mom sang teasingly.
"Sorry, hey how are you? " I asked with a smile.
"I'm ok knowing the house is all decorated ready for you to arrive home" mom said with joy as she gave me a gift bag.
"Thanks" I say smiling opening it slowly.
"Its just a simple dress to put so we can go buy some new stuff for your room as well a new laptop and clothes since you seem to have lost a lot of weight" she informed me looking down.
"Ok mom" I say exited getting up to go change. My legs were abit slow but it seem to start waking up.
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"This house is absolutely beautiful" I say in Aw as we arrive home.
"Thanks hun I been trying to make it look this good since I bought it," she told me as she touched my shoulder with a warm smile.
"Would you like to see your room? " Nodding we entered the house going up to where my room must of been.
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Hey it's me again, I just can help but wonder why I'm trying to fit in with you Kyle when you keep pushing me out.
I can't look like all your past girls yet I try to all the time, I don't even now why. Call me an idiot if you want but I'm just trying to win you over.
I still remember that party Benjamin threw where I dressed like me, the real me. Not the me that is trying so desperately to imitate your girlfriend. Or the me that wears short clothes to get guys attention so I can get yours.
Any way I remember you telling me my sweater the one you gave me was cool. I'm not sure if you remember you gave it too me since it was a little worn out but it was like the happiness I needed.
So Kyle I would just like to say I love you and hate you together.
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