As I woke up next to Harry I felt how my phone was buzzing inside the pocket of my jeans. I frowned at the very uncomfortable feeling and sighed out.
Harry's hand was still pressing on my back causing me to press my own chest against his.I searched in the back of pocket and grabbed my phone,whining tired. I squeezed my eyes at the shining screen who made my eyes hurt slightly.
Over the screen Dylan was written making me smile slightly.
Carefully I grabbed onto Harry's soft hand and removed it from my waist and laid it next to his head.Fast I stood up and clicked on the green button.
"Good morning Dylan" I chuckled and yawned. He didn't really answer at first which made me slightly confused.
"Dylan?..." sobs were heard on the other line making my eyes widen."Hey...Alli uhm...I don't know how to tell you this" he coughed before one more sob left his lips. A bad feeling grew inside of my stomach.
"M-mom passed away...t-this morning"At that moment when Dylan said those five words my whole world stopped to spin and I went quiet just as Dylan was on the other end of the line.
"What?..." I whispered before feeling how my eyes tested up.
"N-no..No Dylan please..No tell me she did not..." my voice were shaking and so did my whole body."I'm so sorry Alli I-I d-"
"No! No no no!" Fast I threw the phone down to the ground loudly causing Harry to let out a grown.
My head was hurting like never before and my whole body was aching."NO! no no no!" I cried out loudly as I fell down to the ground.
"Alli?...A-Alli what is w-wrong?" I heard Harry's fair and confused voice ask from the bed.
"M-mom...she's.." I couldn't speak and I couldn't make my tears nor all my mixed feelings stop to pour out from me.
"O-oh..o-oh no..." Suddenly I felt how Harry sat down next to me and wrapped his hot arms around me.
My head crashed down into his chest and I just burst down.I didn't know what to do or say or feel. Everything just came as a shock,I had no idea this was going to happen.
"S-She's gone H-Harry" Slowly Harry started to swing us both gently back and forth in a try to cal me down.
"Shh...A-Alli breath" Harry whispered into my ear which surprisingly made me calm down.
"Breath..." I turned quiet but my breathings was still heavy and harsh and my tears was still rolling down my cheeks.I was in complete shock and I couldn't believe my mother and role model was gone forever and the fact that I wasn't even there made me feel like an horrible daughter.
"A-She was...Su-supposed to g-get h-healthy again..." I sobbed and fisted onto Harry's shirt.
Suddenly Harry's door flew open and two worried parents ran inside the room.
"What is going on?!..." Anne breath out confused and looked down on me and Harry who was sitting in the corner of the room.
"Her...um...mother..." he stopped and looked down on me. I sobbed in,nodded slowly and felt how the tears started to roll down my face faster.
"Passed..."Both Anne's and Robins faces dropped and shook their heads.
"Oh dear no..." Anne said with a worried tone in her voice as she walked over to me and Harry.
"Hey honey...It's okay it's going to be fine" she said and dragged her hand on my back."N-no! No no no!!" I cried and laid my hand over my face trying to hide myself from everyone.
"Mom....may you...please"Harry coughed politely and gave her a small sad smile. Anne nodded understanding and got up from the floor and left the room with Robin.
"Come here..." he whispered and helped me up.
My legs felt like spaghetti and I could barely stand up so had to hold onto Harry tightly."Carefully..." he whispered and walked over to the bed with me and laid down with me,pressing me against his chest again and laid the blanket over us.
There were only silence now and I did not complain. I was in shock and I didn't have any strength left to speak.
It was really cold all of a sudden and it felt like I had nothing left to fight or feel for,I just wanted to give up on everything."It's cold..." I whispered and sobbed in before moving closer into Harry's chest.
"I know...I-it is...I'm sorry if...if I'm not enough but..I am trying" Harry coughed making em look up at him with my red eyes.
"Harry you're giving me what I need now..." I said in a try to smile. Harry gave me a sad smile and nodded slowly.
"Okay...you should...try to rest...sleep a little" I nodded,agreeing with his suggestion and laid my head more comfortable under his chin but I didn't come very long until Harry grabbed gently onto my shin and lifted my head up.
It were only some seconds after he lifted up my head that Harry's cold lips were attached to mine,kissing me slow and softly.
Our lips disconnected and instead our foreheads and eyes connected with each other's."Thank you..." I whispered and gave him a small smile,in a try to look any happy but inside I was truly just broken.
Harry shook his head and smiled small as he let me rest my head against his chest.It didn't last long before I was softly fell asleep in the wonderful boys arms.
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