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Chapter 49

Hi guys! So I think there will maybe be 54 chapters of this book AND after this book I actually will start a new one that I hope you will be wanting to check out!

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The day after I felt like complete shit. I felt weak and my body was in shape of spaghetti really. When I sat up in the bed and stretched my arms up in the air I groaned out in pain.

"Babe?..." I looked back down on the bed and saw how Harry slowly sat up and placed a kiss to my forehead.
"What's going on with you?" I couldn't help but tear up from the aching and horrible pain in my lungs and my back.

"Hey...No please don't cry baby" he shook his head and let me wrap my arms around his neck.
This kind of pain,I've never felt before.

It felt like my lungs were about to burst and explode as I inhaled deeply. I held my hand over my mouth and gasped at the burning feeling.

"God...I have to get you out from here" he groaned and held me close.
Suddenly it was like it actually exploded and I couldn't breath. I let out a gasp and coughed out,holding my hand over my throat in panic.

"Oh my god!..." Harry fast got me up and ran towards the door with me in his warm embrace.

It felt like I was going to die and I couldn't handle the pain nor the panic inside of me. Slowly everything started to fade. My environment started to fade,Harry's worried eyes faded and his voice.

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"Miss Hayes? She's awake" The voices I heard were blurry and the touches of a hand holding onto mine felt so extremely tenderly. When I opened up my eyes the first thing I was was doctors walking around with papers and helping me out.

"Babe you scared the living crap out of me!" Harry sobbed. Fast I turned my head to face Harry with his red swollen eyes and cracking voice.
"They have been taking so many tests and you have Uhm...a tube on your side because apparently your lungs were filled with liquid" harry groaned and shook his head.

"I had a panic attack and I got crazy and they had to take care of me and finally got to get in here..." he sobbed and held onto my hand for dear life. I smiled sadly up to him and kissed his hand.

"Don't worry...don't cry" I said weakly.

"Hey.." we both looked up from the bed and up to the doctor which were standing in front of us with his hands holding onto a paper.
"So Uhm...This is never easy to tell people this but uh.." he paused.

"From what the test results showed us...Miss Hayes...you have lunge cancer in both lungs" everything stood still.

My bold ran cold,my body started to sweat and I just sat there with no emotions. I didn't know how to react.

"That...no...n-no that can not me the case doctor" Harry voice shook.
"Right?!" I could feel Harry's hand tighten around mine and his body shaking.

"This can not be!-" stiffly I sat up and grabbed Harry by the shoulder and dragged him into my arms.
"THIS IS NO-"

"H-Harry please...p-please calm down" I sobbed as I let my tears roll down my cheeks. I should've seen it coming. My mom died because of cancer so did my grandma and here I am now,lying in a hospital bed with cancer in my lungs.

Harry's body calmed down but I could feel that he were holding it all in and so did i and now I could no longer hold it in. My hands Forster into his jacket on his shoulders and my body started to shake. I bite my lip hard and shut my eyes tightly. Finally the tears came out and so did my loud sobs.

Harry's arms tighten around my tiny frame and his lips pressed against my head.

"Miss Hayes we really need to talk about what will happen next..." I fast got Harry away from me and looked at the doctor.

"S-So tell me b-because I don't want to wait here just tell me when I-I'll die will you?" Harry's eyes were burning on me but I did not look back at him at once.

The doctor sat down next to Harry and in front of me with a sigh escaping his lips.

"Miss Hayes...We will try to treat you with medicine but...it won't help you to a normal life,it will make you feel better for awhile a-"

"JUST TELL ME ALREADY!!! 1 MONTH?TWO?!" I cried out loudly. Harry fast sat up on my bed and wrapped his arms around me.

"We can treat you for a week...after that...you're a ticking bomb I can't say an exact length but..around! One month"

How could life change so very drastically? For some days ago I felt just fine and I was the happiest girl but now,I were sick and I'd soon leave this world...but the worst is that I was gonna leave Harry. The though made me feel even worse than before and so did it to Harry.

I'm not ready.