Constraint >>H.S

Chapter 37

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"Alli?" I heard a whisper while someone shook my shoulder. I whined and snuggled up closer in Harry's arms.
"Alli wake up..." when I turned around Dylan were looking down on me with a slight smirk.
"Shut up..." I whined and sighed out.
"What do you want?"

"Wake your boyfriend up,it's lunch and we need to talk about tomorrow" I gave him a sad smile and nodded while turning my head to Harry.

"Harry?"I whispered and stroke my hand through his soft messy hair.
"Wake up..." I kissed his neck and looked at him. Slowly his eyes opened up and looked down tiredly at me.
"We have to eat"I smiled and kissed him softly. He kissed back and stretched his arms.

"Okay..." he nodded understanding and sat up along with me.
"Your bed is quite comfortable" he admitted with a giggle coming through.

"Thank you very much" I chuckled and got up from my bed.
"Come here" I grabbed his hands and dragged his tall body up from the bed to follow me down stairs to the kitchen were dad and Dylan made a perfect meal.

"Hey" Dad smiled at us as we entered the kitchen.

"Hey" Harry smiled nervously and smiled.
"Nice Uhm...uh...oh god-" he hit himself in the forehead with his palm making me fast grab onto his hand.

"No...don't..step one Harry please" I whispered and looked up at him. He closed his eyes and breath out nodding.
"Good..." we both breath out before walking over to the table. I sat down and Harry fasts sat next to me.

"Look nice dad" I smiled in a try to make the stiff air go away.

"Thank you love,hope you two likes it" Harry didn't really know what to do,since I knew he had his needs.

"Harry...You can do whatever you want or need..right?" I looked over to Dad and Dylan which fast nodded understanding.

Harry placed his place closer to mine and my glass closer to my plate along with the fork and knife.
I looked up to dad and Dylan to see a reaction and it was a pretty good reaction but I could still see that they were a little confused.

"Okay so here we have Allis favourite. Chicken salad...I don't know if it as good as your mothers but..." it went silence and smiled small nodding.
"Okay take as much as you want" Dad smiled and nodded towards Harry.

"Want me to help you?" I smiled and grabbed the bowl with the salad. Harry slightly nodded and looked down as I poured down the food to the plate in front of him.
"Is that enough?" I smiled and looked at him. Harry thanked me and grabbed onto his fork and knife.

He took a bit of the food which made me smile widely. Harrys way to eat were so so adorable. The way he stick his tongue out before taking the food in his mouth. Weird but so cute.

"It's good...Mr Hayes" Harry smiled as he looked up I my happy dad.

"Thank you Harry oh and call me Steve" harry nodded understanding as he continued to eat his salad.
"So...the funeral...Harry you are coming yeah?" I knew Harry thought this was stiff and that he were afraid to say yes in case my dad or Dylan would say no.

"Yes he will...we bought me a suit and all" I smiled and looked over to Harry who were nodding fast.

"So um..the coffin is white and...everyone will be there..it will start at 12 and yeah..." I didn't really know how to reply to my dad or how to act around him right now which were really sad. I didn't want to cry at the table and I could see that dad and Dylan didn't want that either.
We just had to wait until tomorrow.

"Thank you f-for..for t-the food Mr-" Harry sighed out and looked down.

"It's okay..."I smiled and stroke his back.

"Steve" he corrected along with a apologing cough.

We helped dad to clean of the table and do the dishes which Harry did perfectly and very well. He were organised while doing it to which didn't make it very wet everywhere. I love to watch Harry doing something as being concentrated.

The way his lips curled up in a line and how his eyebrows dragged themselves together while his eyes focused down to the brush that swirled over the plate. He looked beautiful while doing anything basically and that;I didn't understand how.

I were also 100% sure that my dad and Dylan liked Harry. I think they liked him because he wasn't like the other guys I've been inviting to our house.
Harry didn't take things for granted and he didn't joke around in a disrespectful way. Harry were calm and he were showing respect by asking and asking with hints. Harry were one of another kind.

"Harry and I will go upstairs and see if we can get ourselves some sleep if that's okay" Dylan smirked and looked down at the plate in his hand.

"Keep the door open though" he winked,making me to roll my eyes.

"Goodnight dad" I kissed his cheek and hugged him.
"Goodnight Dylan" I chuckled and hugged my bother tightly.

"Goodnight Harry" dad and Dylan said at the same time.

"Goodnight..." Harry mumbled and attempted to smile. I held onto Harry's hand and lead him upstairs back to my little room and closed the door behind me.

"Your brother...said keep the door open!..." I giggled at Harry's very concern and confused face and kissed him softly to calm him down.

"Baby he were joking" I nodded making him nod too. I chuckled and hugged him closely to me and so did he.

His hands brushed over my hair and down to my back which caused my back to grow goosebumps all the way to my spine. I loved how hard his chest felt against mine and how his breaths slowed down to the speed of my heart,slow but not too slow.

"Harry I will need you by my side the whole day tomorrow or I'm not sure I'll make it..." I shook my head and fisted his shirt tight in my hand.
"Will you be by my side tomorrow?" I whispered into his small little ear.

His cheek brushed against mine until our foreheads connected and got glued to each other. His eyes weren't focusing on mine but on my necklace around my neck that my mother gave me when I were around 2 years old.

"I will" he confirmed and gently grabbed the little gold heat in my necklace.
"I like this" we were silent and all I could hear were our slow breaths.

"Thank you..." I looked down to his neck and grabbed his little cross on his necklace.
"I like this too" he furrowed his eyebrows together and looked down to his own necklace.

"Thank you" he giggled and kissed my forehead fast.
"T-tomorrow will be a long day..we should sleep" I smiled at his idea and nodded.

"If you don't mind I won't really wear anything but underwear is that is fine" Harry bite his lip and chuckled quietly.

"I-lol do that too,if that's fine" I ran my hands up his hard and well worked out chest and grabbed onto his shirt and dragged it over his head and threw it onto the chair.

"I don't mind" I wiggles my eyebrows.

We both undressed and cuddled down in my very warm bed. It felt so good to feel Harry's rising and falling chest against my back all night. I really needed him there with me now to get some sleep so I could rest until the morning. I were so happy I took the chance and asked Harry to come with me here because if I wouldn't...I'd probably be lying here right now in tears.