Constraint >>H.S

Chapter 19

"I'm sorry for...before" the soaked boy,wrapped up in my blanket by the window coughed. I turned around with the cups with hot tea inside of it and sat down next to Harry.

"Here...Rain isn't really funny right?" I chuckled and ran my hand through my wet and messy hair.
Chuckling he shook his head and looked down in the cup of tea.

"Don't worry though Harry...don't apologise,it's not your fault" I shook my head stroking his back with my palm slowly. A deep frown left his lips making his hair start ho wip back and fort.

"I Uhm...I hurt myself a lot...Can't help it" he coughed before looking out the window,trying to avoid my eye contact but I wouldn't let him do that.

Gently I grabbed onto his cold,large hands and sat in front of him.
"What do you mean hurting yourself?" By now I was more than worried for Harry. I couldn't imagine Harry hurting himself,he didn't deserve himself being hurt at all,in fact no one does.

"I uhm...sometimes I can't stop pinching myself or yeah punch myself in the head" When I looked down on Harry's hoodie covered arms I recognised how his hand stroked intense up and down on his arm.

"Can I see?...You don't have to show me but...If I can,may I?" His hand stopped to move up and down and slowed down.

"You want to...to see?" He gulped and bite his lip hard,a little to hard,making the pink lower lip bleed.

"Hey!no no..no biting honey" my hand fast flew up to his lip in a reflex without me even thinking about it. I dragged my thumb across his soft lip,wiping away the small amount of blood.

"Can I see yeah?..." fast he nodded and looked down to his arms. I gave him a small smile and placed a soft kiss on his soft cheek.

Both our eyes were now glued down to his arms. Slowly he pulled up his sleeve,l revealing his soar arm. The red small spots and bruises made me widen my eyes,there were a lot of the small red spots. Some were smaller and some were bigger,some were red and some were blue. Slowly I grabbed onto his arm and placed a kiss to this.

"Let this be our first change...No more pinching or punching,alright?" Adorably Harry held up the hot cup in both of his hands drinking the tea fast nodding. I couldn't help myself but to giggle at his adorable action.

"Okay...first change...can I take a shower? I feel really dirty right now..." I grabbed his cup and stood up from the chair nodding.

"Of course you can,use whatever you'd like to,If you go down the hall and to the first door you will find the bathroom" He stood up and walked over to me pressing a small kiss to my head making my entire body shiver of pleasure.

"Thank you" he giggled before disappearing out in the hall,leaving em in the kitchen smiling like an idiot.

The feelings I had for this special boy I randomly met at my job were really unclear for now. All I knew was the I had feelings for him but I was not able to describe the feelings I had but I knew there were feelings that made me smile ridiculously much.

1 hour passed by and Harry were still in the bathroom but I could not hear the water run down like I did 30 minutes ago which made me a little concern.
I stepped  up  from the cough,deciding to go check on him. Slowly I walked up to the door and knocked gently.

"You okay Harry?" I asked leaning against the wall next to the door,waiting for Harry to answer me.

"Yeah! Yes great I am good! It's just uhm...I don't have any...clothes" I widen my eyes and placed my hand over my mouth.

"Oh! Uh...Harry you know I don't care if you walk around in just boxers but...it if makes you uncomfortable I can always go home to you and ask your mom for some" Harry went quiet for a second and I accepted his random quietness.

"You won't laugh..or..bug me for my body?" A gasp left my lips along with a frown.

"Harry I would never in a million years! Judge anyone because of their looks,especially not you" I said shaking my head for myself.

I couldn't believe what just came out from Harry's mouth,it truly made my heart ache and eyes even water. Harry was a beautiful human being both on the inside and outside. I've always been that girl that always looks for a good inside rather than the outside.

"Okay...I'm..in coming out now then...now!" I smiled big to myself and nodded slowly.

"Okay Harry,you've nothing to feel insecure about" the handle on the door bent down and the door slowly opened up and out stepped a shirtless and "jeansless" Harry.

My eyes widen at the beautiful sight in front of me. He had a bunch of different random Tattoos over his arms and his chest and over his shoulder. He was really buff and was really fit looking. His wet hair was in a tight bun which made me see his face to 100%. This human must've been the most beautiful creature I have ever seen.

His green eyes were shining and by the tight man bun in his head that took the hair away made me see his sharp beautiful jawline and cheek cones,he was so beautiful.
After just standing there looking at Harry I caught myself and fast shook my head coughing.

"Uh....so..not that hard yeah?" I smiled small and pushed my lips into a tight line. My cheeks were burning and I just didn't want to know what I looked like.

"No..." A little giggle escapes his lips as he looked me in the face. I raised my eyebrows in confusion and coined.
"Alli is blushing" I gasped and chuckled back punching him gently in the shoulder.

"Oh shut up I am not..." Harry didn't stop his giggle nor did I.
"You feel a 100% comfortable?" I suddenly asked making Harry's eyes drop down to his legs where small bruises from all the pinching where placed and bite his lip.

"No?...okay you know what?" I smiled and stepped so I stood right in front of him with a little grin on my face.
He looked confused yet curious about what I was about to do making me giggle a little.

I grabbed onto the end of my shirt and pulled it over my head making Harry's eyes widen.

"What are you doing?..." I chuckled at his confused voice speaking through the quiet house.

"What does it look like sir?" I raised my eyebrow and threw away my jeans too. There we both stood only in underwears starring at each other.

Harry's cheeks flushed and so did mine. I was so nervous about what was going on inside of Harry's head right now but at the same time I just really enjoyed this for some reason.

In small small steps I walked closer up to Harry and looked down to his collarbones. Gently I let my finger run over the left small bird tattoo looking at all its small details.

"Does it hurt?...getting one of these?" I breath out,just admiring the beautiful sign of the tattoos on his naked perfect silk skin.

"No...no just a little" he nodded.
As i laid my hand on his chest I felt how his chest was roughly in a nervous way; raising up and down and up and down. I smiled small and bite my lip hard as I could feel through my palm and all the way up to my shoulder how his heart was beating against my hand.

"Calm down Baby..." I smiled before lying both my hands on his chest. Nodding he stopped with the rough breathing and instead changed it inside calm heart-melting breaths.

Slowly I slip my hands up from his chest and around his neck looking up at him with a smile on my face.

"You have nothing to be insecure about" I whispered honestly in his ear kissing it gently.

"No?...H-Harry...I mean..I would like to stay the night yeah?" I smiled and placed some of my hair behind my ear. A big smile punched me in the face when I heard his question.

"Of course you can stay the night...we happy I got a big bed" I giggled before leaning in pressing a kiss to his lips.